Subject covers the totality of the thread’s essence. I already know that I can’t override my survival instinct and need to spend less time hibernating or needlessly focused on the usual reasons to curl up under the table.
Maintaining productivity when uselessly suicidal
Aaron Reyes
Lucas Sullivan
adderall
Camden Bell
going outside is a start. gets your vitamin D. also start eating healthier and exercise and you WILL feel better. willpower is not something i can teach you over the internet, you gotta do it yourself user.
Dominic Russell
Recently ran out but that wasn’t really helping much a few weeks ago even when I’d binge on it before I ran out due to depleting my stash as a result of my relationship with Coronachan.
I’ve only been lifting/eating well for about 15 months now and while my physical pain is significantly reduced I’ve still got a pretty shitty mentality in general. I’ve cut out a huge chunk of my outdoorsmanship because of increased foot traffic on most of the trails.
For expedience sake in regards to the things I have to know, at this point in life I’d say that I know enough about myself that I probably don’t want to be content in life so it’d mostly be a waste of time to try and boost productivity by attempting to lift my spirits.
Tyler White
Trails are overcrowded here too in the northeast for the last 5 years or so. It's like a overpopulated mouse utopia. Noticing the behavioral sink too.
Jeremiah Rivera
While I wouldn’t be surprised if a lab technician pulled me out of the overpopulated labyrinth and told me that I was a miserable prick because I’m one of the ‘beautiful ones’ the results of the experiment prove that it wouldn’t do anyone any good . Beyond that, I’m still more inclined to interpret my on mental state as a result of being innate rather than induced.
The question is how to at least spend less time excessively down and out.
Mason Harris
MBSR. There are free corses online. Try it.
Grayson Robinson
I don’t think I’ve ever really fully grasped the concept or applied it to life for sustained periods. Is it similar to the radical acceptance angel of keeping things in perspective? I usually face plant all forms of mental rewiring that have to do with changing outlooks on existence with different generalities.
Owen Morgan
What needs do you have that are being unmet? Or perhaps it was a past event that is casting a shadow on you currently?
Jace Anderson
Hard to give an honest answer on intangible essentials of life because I’m not convinced that the majority of pathways in life are designed to provide fulfillment. In regards to the bare essentials most agree on I’d say that the most obvious are low human intimacy and mildly bummed about having to rethink plans for the future due to various opportunities getting axed by prison planet. Both of these could be chalked up to Corona since everyone could argue that the current conditions do not allow them to meet their basic needs for life but I’d tempered my expectations for failure in both regards and been more miserable under better circumstances both materially and socially.
As far as a prognosis is concerned I don’t really have much to offer; I’m inclined to say the majority of my past experiences are entirely manageable and I don’t tend to focus on past events when turning to vices in order to cope. I’m really just looking for more methods to grease the wheel in order to keep moving forward since I’m usually just preoccupied by the general gloom in the air and occasional few weeks of
>you should really just fucking kill yourself even though you know you won’t