Losing my fucking mind

31 year old crypto millionaire here. Bought in Jan 2017 and the rest is history. 50k investment turned into almost 3 million, managed to cash out 1.9 million and paid about 500k in taxes over 3 years.

Put about 500k in safer investments which is now worth maybe 750k, and bought two rental properties as well as a home that I live in. Rent covers the mortgages and taxes for all three properties so while I'm not cash flow positive, I essentially have no expenses.

Everyone says that people with financial freedom have time to pursue their hobbies.

Well guess what I don't have any hobbies. I play guitar, travel, and fuck. I've read some books here and there in an attempt to improve myself but the nihilism is overwhelming. I have eaten meals that cost $1500, fucked hookers that cost 2k/night, made porno films with famous porn stars, boned girls all over the world, and have finished traveling to every place I always wanted to go to.

WHAT THE FUCK NOW?? My dopamine sensors are literally fried. Nothing excites me. Women, food, porn, video games, traveling, etc. NOTHING is exciting anymore.

I want to start a business but every time it starts to get difficult I get lazy and puss out. How do I get on with life???

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Aim up. Achieve something or stagnate.

you need to accomplish something, idiot. train for and run a marathon. do it again. do it until you're in the top 10 finishers.

or take up a sport within your age bracket and become top tier at it. golf, tennis, cycling, whatever.

become the best or near the best at something physical. you have all the time and resources that other people dream of, fucking use them.

no gibs, nigger

I'm stagnating so hard right now. I can't even motivate myself to fucking move anymore.

I don't own any crypto anymore, so I cannot even pretend to indulge in your begging

I got below 8% body fat and I managed to run 12 in one go once. I do regularly exercise which keeps me sane.

>you have all the time and resources that other people dream of, fucking use them.

I know, but how? I grew up in a working class family I wasn't given proper instruction in how to be a non-wage cuck.

nice pasta faggot

go full fasting 3 days

start a family and move to countryside/forest retreat, have small farm there, read books, take care of your children and dont succumb to hedonism too much it eats your soul away

The toil that you thought was a curse was in fact a blessing. Congratulations, you've discovered the true nature of our existence. It is meaningless.

You said you play guitar. How about you start recording and releasing music? Living for art is the most patrician lifestyle one can live. Once I've made it I'm going to open a small venue for live concerts and art expositions.