Losing my fucking mind

31 year old crypto millionaire here. Bought in Jan 2017 and the rest is history. 50k investment turned into almost 3 million, managed to cash out 1.9 million and paid about 500k in taxes over 3 years.

Put about 500k in safer investments which is now worth maybe 750k, and bought two rental properties as well as a home that I live in. Rent covers the mortgages and taxes for all three properties so while I'm not cash flow positive, I essentially have no expenses.

Everyone says that people with financial freedom have time to pursue their hobbies.

Well guess what I don't have any hobbies. I play guitar, travel, and fuck. I've read some books here and there in an attempt to improve myself but the nihilism is overwhelming. I have eaten meals that cost $1500, fucked hookers that cost 2k/night, made porno films with famous porn stars, boned girls all over the world, and have finished traveling to every place I always wanted to go to.

WHAT THE FUCK NOW?? My dopamine sensors are literally fried. Nothing excites me. Women, food, porn, video games, traveling, etc. NOTHING is exciting anymore.

I want to start a business but every time it starts to get difficult I get lazy and puss out. How do I get on with life???

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God is the only one that can help you at this point
Unironically

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Aim up. Achieve something or stagnate.

you need to accomplish something, idiot. train for and run a marathon. do it again. do it until you're in the top 10 finishers.

or take up a sport within your age bracket and become top tier at it. golf, tennis, cycling, whatever.

become the best or near the best at something physical. you have all the time and resources that other people dream of, fucking use them.

no gibs, nigger

I'm stagnating so hard right now. I can't even motivate myself to fucking move anymore.

I don't own any crypto anymore, so I cannot even pretend to indulge in your begging

I got below 8% body fat and I managed to run 12 in one go once. I do regularly exercise which keeps me sane.

>you have all the time and resources that other people dream of, fucking use them.

I know, but how? I grew up in a working class family I wasn't given proper instruction in how to be a non-wage cuck.

nice pasta faggot

go full fasting 3 days

start a family and move to countryside/forest retreat, have small farm there, read books, take care of your children and dont succumb to hedonism too much it eats your soul away

The toil that you thought was a curse was in fact a blessing. Congratulations, you've discovered the true nature of our existence. It is meaningless.

You said you play guitar. How about you start recording and releasing music? Living for art is the most patrician lifestyle one can live. Once I've made it I'm going to open a small venue for live concerts and art expositions.

>zero carbs
>8% body fat
>porn stars

You sound a shallow husk of a person. Talentless with no creativity or soul. Youve had all this money and wasted it. Go hang out with Dan Bilzerian or something you meme person.

Which famous pornstars if I may ask?

help me exist? :(
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Larping faggot

I've done shrooms, it was great, but I have zero desire to do drugs anymore. Money solves a lot of problems that cause drug use, I think.

It's called being healthy you fuck. I have never felt better in my life since going zero carb.

But I also eat the highest quality foods you can get. All organic, 100% grass fed/finished from small farms, salmon roe, and wild caught salmon that's like 30/pound.

The one thing that I'll spend money on without caring is food. I don't really eat out anymore, as I've learned to cook food that is higher quality, more nutritious, and even better tasting than most restaurants. The only time I eat out is on dates now.

none of this ever happened btw

I don't want to blow up anyone's spot but one you'd recognize is sophie dee. You can probably still get her for enough money but I did her for 2k back in 2017.

you help other people become successful, user, or make the world a better place, unironically. that's the only way you can feel satisfied at your stage of life.

also lol at your expenses and degeneracy. you're going to waste it all in 10 years, i guarantee it

I didn't say professionally. It's still a fullfilling activity to share your art with others nonetheless

well op, sounds like u have to buy a helium tank and a mask

OR

just go back to the wage cage to laugh at all those wagies who have to do everything for shekelberg else they lose their house because they cant pay their mortgage anymore.
i would do that, just wage for 4 hours a day or so

unironically stop being a degenerate and start a family

Start eating children, duh..

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Been here since forever and this is the worst larp thread I've ever seen. Fucking faggots have too much time these days.

>8% body fat
>healthy
Fucking lol my guy you lost me.

I'm not that retarded. Yes I had a crazy 3 years but now I'm actually really responsible with my money.

I was thinking about driving uber before covid. Thought it'd be quite funny in my model s lol

I definitely want a a family but I think I'll wait a few more years incase I manage to be able to enjoy life again at some point soon.

i help coach youth sports it's pretty fun
why not? someone smarter than me wrote this:

>what answers the question, "Will I do anything useful with the rest of my life?" The key to navigating this stage is to understand that the word "useful" has a very specific definition and can only be fulfilled through limited ways: it has to serve the next generation.
>I can see you rolling your eyes. (2) This isn't touchy-feely nonsense; this is how humans were built, no different than they were built to see Roy through Biv or to find the absence of eyeballs uncanny. It explains why happy people still go through this; why making millions of dollars doesn't solve this; why having kids, being celebrated or even famous all fail, not because these are intrinsically "bad" but because they do not specifically fulfill the human necessity to believe it is useful to the next generation.

Well I'm probably around 11-12 now.

of course; its the grass fed poster.
you should be seeking status that is what will satiate your emptiness.
music, art, acting, sports, philanthropy/charity.
if it were me i might just substitute teach for kicks for a while. probably would meet some cute teachers.

they're giving you the answers to happiness and you just ignore it. help out others, pass on something to the next generation. most people do it by having their own kids and then raising them.. and you said that's for you.
if not you can mentor or find some other way to pass on what you know.

JUST END IT YOU FUCKIGN WIREHEAD REDDIT-MINDED SISSY

Find a church that says the Latin mass and dedicate yourself to serving God

Read The Book of Mormon

You seems lazy. Become an investor. Then you will understand some stuffs and will be able to start your own business. I' can help you.