post weird emotional connections you have to games
Ive completely corrupted the themes and message of this game.
Somehow my brains came to associate Death Stranding with someone I loved and now all I want to do is kill her.
I even bought the Q-pid necklace Sam has before this game came out because of how excited I was. Wearing it at all just reminds me every second of how I much I hate her.
Maybe its because I carried her around a lot and ruined my legs twice in different ways for her that my brains connected her to the game somehow. It got even worse when I had a dream where I was Sam and I could tell that she was Fragile because of how her lips felt and how she was berating me.
It was like some cruel joke when I spent my birthday with her and she accidentally put on the industrial track by Apocalyptica that plays in one of the trailers. I told her I loved her that night in the middle of some 12h cuddle. Its the last time we saw eachother and it will be the last one.
Ive known her for almost a decade. She took my virginity and my first kiss. I even left another girl for her. Then she tossed me aside like a piece of shit because shes even more insane than I am
All I feel is hate. All this game makes me feel is that pain and rage about a broken connection
>industrial track It's retards like you and faggots who say shit like "strandbro" that add to the autism in this fanbase. You're a pathetic teenager fawning over some whogivesafuck-tier teenage lust. No amount of blogposting (which you had to embellish with some pretentious spacing to make it look more substantial) is going to help you or get your updoots on fucking Zig Forums. I love this game, the seethe and the autism - loved it for 500 hours - but you need to get out of your parents house and get a job you absolute spacker.
Justin Gonzalez
I obviously meant instrumental, im just tired since I slept maybe an hour last night
>You're a pathetic teenager fawning over some whogivesafuck-tier teenage lust. Im 22 but sure, make another chink impact thread instead since you cant handle anything even resembling human contact and discussion beyond your wannabe tough shell
>(which you had to embellish with some pretentious spacing how retarded are you exactly? The Zig Forums X post window is absolutely tiny so its just natural to separate points to make them easier to read
>is going to help you or get your updoots on fucking Zig Forums. "help" what? I just felt like posting about it, why the fuck not? Tell me exactly why this thread actually makes you mad and to come in to post some seething shit like this. Does it actually make you angry to think about someone talking about stuff like this while you bottle your seething autism day and night and kill yourself one day when you actually werent as tough as you thought?
Adam Cooper
You mean you're a phone poster. 22, lmfao grow up and get outside. You didn't have any points, it's all the same spiel of an adolescent mind refusing to grow up. You're doing some reddit-tier "feel sorry for me shit." You know how I like to feel connection, message players with a recent login date and see if they need help, I see you took the mutt-out on Zig Forums option and have a lil' laughable sperg fest. Time to leave you wallowing in your embarrassment and self-pity.
Tbf tho me and my gf had a good chuckle narrating you like some shitty anime character about to shoot up his school and after the cringe is done talking that iconic "industrial song" starts playing. It's fucking hilarious topping your monologue off with that dullards song so thanks for the laugh
John Kelly
>You mean you're a phone poster no? are you an actually illiterate on top of being a newfag? Zig Forums X just has a tiny post window even on desktop which is probably so that you see how the posts are going to be formatted on a mobile phone too
>You didn't have any points Are you an actual autist? Points as in different points in the text, different things I was saying, muddling it all together into a massive paragraph doesnt make it any easier to read
> You're doing some reddit-tier "feel sorry for me shit." Why not? Does it offend you because you think not opening up to people makes you somehow tough and adult even though youre actually a seething autist wallowing in your own pain? The first sentence of the thread is what this thread is supposed to be about, I clearly started it off with something way too in depth and specific if it set off autists like you because ive seen threads like this hundreds of times before
>Im 22 but sure Jesus Christ OP you are way too old for this level of edgy emo teenage-tier angst, especially not posting it blog style on fucking Zig Forums of all places. You should have grown out of this shit 4 years ago at least. Learn to handle your emotions like a man for christs sake, this is pathetic.
>She took my virginity and my first kiss Fuck off, normalfag
Matthew Jones
>lol dont have emotions and just be a "man" lol
why should I? how soulless is the average dicklet on this board if they actually think this thread was somehow an offensive change from the 24/7 chink impact, gacha dogshit and cyberpunk antishilling filling the catalogue on a revolving door
Christian Morris
Let it die. The mutt's clearly projected his suicidal behaviour, with any luck being outed as reddit will push him to actually an hero.
Bentley Fisher
>if you arent an emotionless chink impact shill youre "reddit"
>The mutt' unless youre from nothern europe I can guarantee you im whiter than you
>Lol i hope you kill yourself because youre not a le epic Zig Forums culture drone who only makes threads about how shit "vidya" is now11!!!
>DO FEELINGS OFFEND U HURRR LOLLL BAWW >is triggered by Cyberpunk >refuses to acknowledge Genshin without saying chink Sounds like the yank had a nice year abusing alcohol and living the cuck meme.
Alexander Mitchell
>>DO FEELINGS OFFEND U HURRR LOLLL BAWW
I mean thats literally what is happening here, I started the thread off by clearly saying something way too personal and emotional instead of some other game related memory/ deep connection to X other game and it set off a bunch of autists who are pretending to be mature and tough by pretending to be somehow above emotions and something like "blogposting" even though their only actual reason for why any of it would be bad is because they are little seething drones conditioned to respond to anything with seething anger
>dude why did you expose your emotions lol why not? Its actually way harder than acting like they dont exist and pretending to be a tough guy online. Clearly it somehow made the soulless chink impact shills here unironically deeply uncomfortable. Sadly enough I know exactly why even though none of these wannabe tough guys would ever admit it until they finally actually kill themselves. Youve probably been in the exact same position, probably for years and since nobody helps you or wants to care about your pain youre now a seething autist who bottled all of it up and just uses blind anger as a cold shell to somehow protect you from your own "weakness" of not wanting to survive purely alone
You're a loser. No one wants to read your shitty posts because no one wants to listen to a loser. I don't know how you're honestly having trouble with this.
Clearly by even replying (not that I'm bumping the thread) I do feel some empathy in the way that you might feel bad for someone with down syndrome but when it comes to some wanker who's clearly literate enough to get over himself in any other way than some pathetic and narcissistic Zig Forums whinge you can't help but admit that suicide is the only option. You don't deserve to have a functional life, people in far worse situations get the fuck over it and do something with themselves. The only good purpose for OP is becoming an hero and bringing misery to his arguably retard-tier family.
how do you ruin your legs twice for someone? sound's like you're the one who's fragile, if ya know what i mean
Jason Rivera
long story short i cracked one of the nails badly and the other time I skinned both of my ankles, not particularly interesting stories but clearly my brains made a connection with ruining my legs with her
Cooper Harris
>oh my gosh chipped a nail >ouchy I scraped my ankle BAWWWWWW Hahaha... It fucking keeps getting better!
Jayden Turner
what the fuck are you talking about retarded autist? I didnt say I broke my legs or something, I said its just probably one of the reasons my brains made a connection between her and the game since I repeatedly damaged my legs somehow and the latter was so bad it was hard to walk for days
what exactly were you trying to achieve with this retarded post? do you even yourself know what youre mad at? why the fuck did you even bump the thread?
Landon Edwards
>bump the thread Fucking newfag...
Levi Parker
not him, but there's a reasonably large gap on the ouchie scale between 'ruined' and 'slight boo-boo'
Anthony Miller
kek
Thomas Bell
okay? I dont know what exactly you expected but the point was that there were a bunch of things that made me somehow mentally connect her to the game, one of the more obvious things being skinning my ankles to the point where I couldnt put on shoes for a week after it. What the fuck are you gaining by somehow downplaying the events as if the point of them was to somehow imply the physical suffering or the apparent lack thereof was even remotely the point?
Gavin Peterson
well you're the one who used the word 'ruined' - which has very specific meaning and connotations associated to it. I was hoping for something slightly more interesting than a stubbed toe, is all.
Isaiah Wilson
strandfags confirmed as edgy autists. get help user.
Robert Hill
once again no clue what the fuck were you expecting but theres a reason it made me think about death stranding, aka it being exactly the kind of thing that happens to Sam if you play wrong, the only point in the entire post was that I associate her with the game and its why the game now reminds me of everything that its message is against
there is nothing "autistic" about me, but I am borderline
pic mildly related I guess since she kept comparing me and her to anakin and padme
