Just relapsed

Just relapsed

I was almost two weeks without a binge but had another ten thousand calorie one.

I literally am unable to go to therapy or a treatment center

How do I deal with this!?

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If you're too much of a fat fuck to stop yourself before you get to 10000 cal you're ngmi

two weeks isn't really a relapse, you're not even fully withdrawn in that short of time

Keep going. It’s a hiccup.

Just get back on the bandwagon and don’t use this as an excuse to roll around in the mud with the other filth that fell off the wagon.

You keep moving.

I’m an alcoholic. The first time i started my fitness journey i stayed clean, ate clean, worked out 6 times a week. I made it 3 months and had a relapse.

Did it again. Made it 4 mos without a relapse.

Woke up in jail. Committed myself to health and fitness. Been in recovery for 3 years and have never looked back.

Just

Keep

Going.

Based.

this and congrats

Thanks bro. We all trip up. Sometimes we fall. But you’ll never cross that finish line if you don’t get up.

Take boatloads of steroids, run Smolov fucking everything and embrace the bloat

I guess I’m not even really in recovery.

There’s almost no chance I can ever hope to escape this.

I've been morbidly obese before. Finding ways to replace food and hunger cravings with something else honestly can help. Real talk, even just drinking a lot of water can go a long way. We often get hunger signals confused with thirst ones, and end up eating when just getting some water would have made us feel better.

And are you using a calorie tracker?

>relapse
>on food
Pick up a meth habit fatty, you'll lose weight and know what it's like to deal with an actual fucking addiction.

Well done and said.

holy fuck 10k calories
with my workout schedule thatd be the nuttiest dirty bulk of all time
god i wish i could
i eat 3k max and feel sick

>b-b-but it's not my fault I'm a fatass, I-I have an imaginary eating disorder
take responsibility for your actions for once, fatty

>ten thousand calorie
What the honest to god fuck?

I get a stomach ache eating a tenth of that.

What did you eat, exactly?

And yes, seek help.

Digits = check
Truth = check
Based = check

Puke it out
That meal never happened
Puke it all out

Keep going bro. It's not like you're going to achieve everything in first try. Something we fall but most important part is getting up. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.

A Big Mac is 500 calories.
You ate the equivalent of (or literally) 20 Big Macs in one day. How?

>binge eating 10000 calories

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You have no idea what you’re talking about

>Yeah, technically it's possible to cure BED, but it's practically impossible for him because the "weaknesses" of BED play into the "strengths" of anhedonia and vice versa. How is he supposed to address the root cause of his binging when he's seen dozens of therapists and all of them have given up on him (presumably because his schitzophrenia makes him a terminally mentally ill case)

>"Develop discipline", also impossible, he has severe adhedonia, he liteally doesn't feel satisfication from working hard.

>"Find a distraction", also impossible, he has OCD, he can't concentrate on a task (even something as mindless as watching anime) for more than 15 minutes thanks to all of the intrusive thoughts

>"Load up on meat and veg before binging", doesn't matter, his on a million appetite suppresants, his not binging due to hunger, he's binging due to gluttony

>Yeah maybe you could cut his tongue off so he can't taste the junkfood anymore but that's obviously not practical, he's. just. hopeless.

Just give up Eva. You could be on cocaine and DNP and have cancer and you'd still be getting fatter by the day, there's no point trying to fight it, this is the price you're paying for denying your body for so long.

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Fat people are a mental illness I will never understand. Toppest of keks

I’m not even the guy from your copypasta but I’m curious what attitude you’re even coming at this from? Do you think you’re being helpful or just an edgy nihilist?

Yes I am, and a fasting timer.

You ain't fooling anyone Eva, you're the only person on this entire planet retarded enough to make a million thread about your insane 10k+ calorie binges on a weekly basis

>Do you think you're being helpful
Yes.

Let me ask you this: Would you be happier spending the rest of your life trying and failing to fight this compulsion, or would you be happier simply cutting your loses and accepting it? The answer is obvious, and I'm trying to make you realise that.

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Based

>I was almost two weeks without a binge but had another ten thousand calorie one.
As a recovering alcoholic I don't quite understand this. At 9k why not stop? Why not 8k? Alcohol at least turns off your prefrontal cortex and you literally lose control, but at some point a fattie has to not be hungry anymore and realize the damage they're doing. Why didn't OP keep going to 11k, or 12k? I just don't understand.

you make this thread every day you miserable fat pig jesus fucking christ

He's supremely mentally ill. That's why. People like him are unironically the type to end up on TLC.

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how much weight have you gained since this picture? Can you post a new picture?

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What do you mean? What course of action should I take and why?

imagine if he started fruading and lifting kek

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I think that you should stop trying to fight the urge to binge and just eat as and when you feel like it, worst case scenario you continue gaining weight but you're not stressed out about it, best case scenario the binges eventually stop because your brain isn't constantly worried that you're going to starve to death again.

The problem there is that I’m not willing to consciously gain weight, and that there really is no normal eating for me. All my life it’s either been binge or starve.