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Might be grinding your teeth at night, user. Possibly look into getting a mouthpiece

Every other Friday for the past month or 2 I get a cheap Barton's vodka for like $5-7 and a cheap pizza and soda for like $3-4 and lurk on Zig Forums shitposting. For $8-11, this is loads of fun and entertainment. I genuinely like feeling drunk and I feel like it allows me to be free to do anything without feeling bad or ashamed. Every other day of the week is look this way, act that way, don't say this, follow that to the T. Alcohol allows me to let loose. I just wish there was a way to avoid hangovers. Otherwise, still in shape and still eat healthy. DESU, I'd prbs replace this with weed if it wasn't for the fact weed makes me lazy, bipolar AF, and if bad, paranoid AF. I realize I do this because I crave the high. I want that dopamine rush. Sometimes if I add an energy drink into the mix I can literally feel the receptors and neurons in my brain going off. Nothing sober can reach that feeling for several hours.

binges on some apple crumble yesterday and had some cheesy fries, forgive me father

>day off
>feel exhausted
>got out of bed early
>spent all day (17 hours and counting) in my couch playing Fallout 3
>still haven't unpacked my stuff and furnished my house
>still haven't cooked for the weekend
>still haven't purchased groceries
>still not going to bed for another four hours because work night tomorrow
Not even asking for forgiveness just want to tell everyone what a piece of shit I am and how sorry I am for being this way. I don't even want to get better It'd rather it just ended now.

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I buy industrial sized bottles of hand sanitizer (with the pump) and spend several weeks jerking off into the bottles. They are ~2000ml.

With each ejaculation being around 3ml, ejaculating 3 times a day, it takes me about 3 weeks to save up roughly 10% of volume of jizz compared to the amount of hand sanitizer in the bottle. This is the minimum jizz/sanitizer ratio that gets me off knowing what I'm about to do.

When I have that ratio in the bottle, I place it in my gym bag and take it to the gym. I make sure no one is looking and place it on the towel table by the treadmills. Then, I spend the next several days going to the gym and spending at hours on the treadmill watching these women rub my cum into their hands. I've burned so many calories waiting and watching these women play with my cum, rubbing and flicking the undissolved clumps off their hands. Its so hot, im rock hard just thinking about it.

I pretend to get angry about the uncleposting but I've saved every image and fapped to them all.

I feel.
The dirty feel of literally doing nothing for a whole day.

Meh, sometimes we deserve a bit of time to ourselves, user. As long as you don't let the lazyness overcome you for good, you're okay

>working nights
IDGAF what you do, fucking quit by 2021 or the second the COVID meme goes away. Night shift jobs are soul suckers with no room for personal time/growth

I'm so scared cuz I haven't had any boneer, MW or any sexual interest for the past 3 days. Diet is on point and I exercise. Porn user tho, but not in the past3 days.

don't let the fat side consume you

I take MASSIVE BBC regularly.
I just NEED to know there is African cum inside my anus at all times. I have a large buttplug that I insert after I'm done being RAVAGED by massive black cocks to ensure none of the cum escapes.

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been lifting for a few years religously... got myself in good shape, went from 78kg 24% bf to 92kg 12% bf.. loved working out, played amateur sports on the side couldn't get enough of this shit... but the past few months I've been getting lazy and being a little bitch about working out... haven't done a single workout in the past 3 weeks now

>20 breaded wings
Unfortunate but we all slip up sometimes
>almost a cup of ranch
>Absolutely disgusting. You should be sentenced to death.

>I genuinely like feeling drunk and I feel like it allows me to be free to do anything without feeling bad or ashamed

Jesus Christ you sound like a full blown alcoholic. I give you ten years max before you have cirrhosis.

I just ate a jug of peanut butter again
Fuck my stomach hurts to bad guys why can’t I stop myself

Wouldn't deny it since it runs on both sides of my family. Gonna make a New Year's resolution to keep my ass off the booze except for 1 weekend a month. Corona really fucked shit up for me in terms of social activities/hobbies I wanted to do in 2020

based cunnyssuer
dead meme

based

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I hate everything. Despite succeeding in the Army/Army Reserves, despite doing well in my first term at law school, despite owning two income generating properties, despite being decently fit, intelligent, and good looking, I hate everything.

I don't enjoy anything anymore. If I'm watching something on YouTube or Netflix/Hulu, I soon lose interest within a few minutes because it's such awful pablum. I go on dates every few weeks, I'm polite, usually trade a few messages afterwards about follow up dates, but the females are the same as everything else - vapid and uninteresting.

I try to grow spiritually, mentally, and physically, but I feel like Lot in Sodom - constantly vexed in a world where everything is broken. I see everything as a problem that needs fixing and my mind is redlining every waking moment.

This is no confession, but a wail of despair. I seek no atonement, for everything is damnable.

i bought reduced fat sour cream and only later realized it had 2g of sugar per serving instead of the usual 1g

Just wait for the second coming of Christ. Until then it will be boring with lots of degeneracy and weird stuff. This is very usual for the ''end'' times, when nations fall and history reaches a turning point. But then again, this is all speculation. Just be patient bro.

you've just made a habit of looking for the flaws in things fag it's not that complicated
t. engineer who does the same thing

If everything around you is a problem, there is only one common denominator. Find out why.

I don't think I've been eating enough protein on my cut.

I've been eating really well for a month now and still know that at some point I'm going to fuck up so hard and just Kirby all the food I can.

I never squat to depth

I think im a pedo. How do I cope/solve this shit. I dont want a pray away get away, and I cannot say it outloud ever. What do I dom