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It won't get better. All is pointless.
Feels like I'm living just to die.
I hate the retarded humanity feelings, I just want to be a creature in the swamp swinging without a care in the world. How can this be it ? I have been given existence in this reality just to spend it away slaving to the born richer the me, just to keep on being alive that's all there is to life, I won't be a super hero or live in a world of magic beings. How can this be all there is to life ? No magic, no going around others galaxies, no nothing. Just living so you can die. How can I ever be happy knowing I spend my existence just to forget about the end path.

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Concentrated on being the Best man i Can be. I just want to make my family proud, and to start my own.

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Just quiet resignation, perhaps not perfect but honestly i feel at peace

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I'm sad, it's all getting worse

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32, divorced, 2 kids, making shit at warehouse

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I just waiting for the end

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Recently advanced out of a phase we're I would cry every second day. I'd dream of being with that one girl and once I woke up I cried and hugged my pillow. Now I'm in a weird state I've never experienced before. I'ts kinda hard to describe. I just stopped caring completely, I get almost no sleep at all because I stay up at night just because I don't feel like sleeping. I'm trapped in this endless stream of
consciousness unable to escape. My state of mind feels static and I'm starting to lose track of day and time, I feel like I'm starting to slowly loose consciousness. The only thing that keeps me going at this point is daily substance abuse. I wonder were my life will go from this point since I know that I won't ever have the balls to end myself

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keep trying brother

Prescribing an image to my mental state would imply theres anything there of note anymore. The truth is that I'm burned out and so beyond wanting any relationships with people, that there isnt really an image to fit my mind.

I'm done, man.

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Lipos

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You got yourself a severe depressive episode, had my first one when I was 16. Go see a doctor, dude, or else you're going to die, either figuratively or literally.

what kind of doctor, therapist?

Here's my mental state bro

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I am hoping that if I maintain my current level of pleasant disconnected ignorance the screaming in my head will stop for good

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Well I went to see my regular gp and she gave me some antidepressants. They made me go manic so I had to go see a therapist and psychologist who then diagnosed me with bipolar disorder. But if you just have depression I don't think you need to bother with any of those guys.

maybe i'll go but my social autism will most likely prevent me from leaving the house

I'm so angry guts left my mercenary band and didn't assfuck me, so I went to fuck the princess but her asshole dad put me in a hole with some weird midget who tortured me for a whole fucking year

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I am done too user, it is not worth going thru the pain n rain anymore isn't ?

Sucks, how did you end up having kids ?

I just wish I could achieve some real life version of chim

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GRIFFITHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Damm dog he got some nice white milk princess pussy then raped a nice chocolate girl. What a fucking NIG-LandMine

I hate myself and i want to die......


xx

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Things might get better. I dunno. As long as I don't think about things too hard, I think I can maintain this.

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Just by myself, no social interaction really, and have no want to actually talk to someone, just vidya games and coom, all by myself, and you faggots but whose counting that.

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I would commit suicide but I don't want to become an angry/sad virgin ghost

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When it's like this i just wait or try to appreciate what we do have, ya know it could be worse like a world without science and nothing more to explore, ya know? anyway just pray to nikumikyo and it will be ok

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Just trying to keep it together. :D

*sniff*

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I don't want this world. Only reason I won't off myself is because I care about my parents and because if I'm lucky AI waifus will be real in my lifetime.

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I don't know anymore, bros.

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Nothing really to add to this.

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It be like it be

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I'm ready for this ride to be over.

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im waiting for the results of my final exam

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so much wrong in the world it really needs to burn down

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