I want to visit my father in prison and ask him if he still sees my screaming, crying face in his dreams
I want to visit my father in prison and ask him if he still sees my screaming, crying face in his dreams
I just want to ask my father if he even knows I exist, or if he ever thinks about me.
I'm assuming your father was pretty abusive?
No, you want to visit him so he can fuck the daddy issues out of your system.
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He would beat me until my ears rung and then fuck me until he was bored
He stole that part of my life from me. I can't even masturbate without him creeping into my mind
No
I want to visit your father in prison and ask why he didn't just kill you rather than beat the living shit out of you and leave you for dead. Lazy son of a bitch should have stuck around to make sure he had finished the job.
>I can't even masturbate without him creeping into my mind
Sounds awful, I'm sorry.
>>I can't even masturbate without him creeping into my mind
>Sounds awful, I'm sorry.
Not really. He could just jack off to the idea of his father watching him do it.
You posted this on r9k, not cc, in case you didn't notice.
I've wondered that too. Why not just finish me off?
Thank you. I wish I could do something to change it
Crystal cafe is miserable. Somehow worse than here. There are some people here capable of sympathizing with people who have experienced absolute defeat.
Those men are miserable, as evidenced by them coming here, and they're miserable because of you.
you might not like the answer, he almost certainly jacks off to the memory since there's not a lot of porn there
>I can't even masturbate without him creeping into my mind
sounds hot
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How badly does this damage someone typically
Like all you are now is a rape victim or do you have goals and hobbies and shit
>woman
>Looking for sympathy in incel central
she just wants men to say they want to fuck her
sorry femcel but your attention whore thread for simps to simpathize for your bullshit isn't welcome
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Well I struggle with anxiety and depression obviously. I experience psychosis pretty regularly, that's probably the most damaging effect in my daily life. Plus the physical aftermath leaves me too anxious to go outside most of the time. So I'm pretty much just a rape victim.
I hope you actually made that yourself and didn't steal it from someone else.
hella fucking based my sir
Ever taken a public shower and been naked with or around other males?
Keep it up you amazing man
I feel really bad for you. I also hate your father. However, I have this odd jealousy of him being in that situation.
No. My body was protected by its abuser
He did get to see his son naked, and he made sure that his son wasn't "The Thing" by making sure that his son's blood didn't jump up or move, sooooo....
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lol okay you larping drama queen. Take it to reddit for those precious upboats and outpouring of virtual and insincere performative sympathy.
Stay blessed king
>this much godlike in one post
if only i could be so grossly incandescent
if in europe pls be my girlfriend :(?
OP is a dude and he can't shit properly due to being railed in the ass by his father.
i don't understand this statement