Feel free to whine here without fear of judgment, doesn't matter how goofy your complaint may seem. Just say it and get it out.
My sex drive has completely dissipated. I'm no Chad or anything, but I've had relations in the past and they were so so. Not really important I guess. I was never really a hyper sexual person, I just engaged with others as opportunities popped up.
Now I see porn or sexual content, or anything sexual in nature I feel depressed, and then angry. I feel bad for the woman involved as she doesn't realize the magnitude of what she is doing, and eventually anger. I feel disgust with the man for enabling her behaviour and taking advantage. Neither party is innocent but both are to blame. No one takes anything serious or understands the implications of their actions, and end up harming themselves. Over and over and over again. It's disheartening to see. I'm just so angry all the time now, and no longer have a desire to be intimate with anyone to any degree.
I just can't take how I see the world going, I'm dying inside. So much drinking and drugs and living life loosely. Everyone just assumes life is pointless and lives recklessly.
I guess I have nothing against all that, but I also can't stomach what people are doing to themselves.
Middle of divorce Wife isolated me from family and friends Wife convinced me our daughter's Autism is my fault, recently found out her family has loads of it Worked under her name for reasons, have no work history of my own for past 7 years Non-existent sex drive Simultaneously just want to be wanted
Think I might do a speedball this weekend and jump off a bridge
Liam Morgan
i feel empty most of the time i live out in the sticks my internet is 10kb/sec garbage there are no attractive women worth courting in the state of oregon i cannot for the life of me write any music
all i want is inspiration to strike and a comfy qt gf to hold me and love me forever those 2 things would cure my life
Matthew Walker
Girl, i saved your ass at work. While yes, you got fired, if i hadnt help you they would have done it WAAAY before. Know what? I dont even work there anymore! Nobody does! We all got laid off cause of the damn virus. You could atleast have told me to fuck off instead of ghosting me. I had 0 interest in you aside from being friends, but your head is so far up your ass you cant see that. Thin, short, flat bitch.
Christian Bailey
dont feel shit cant cry if i want to vent cant speak to friends about it because im a selfish prick everyone thinks myt life's great wont kill self cause too much of a pussy
I've spent the last decade working in the hopes that one day I'd have a wife and children to provide for. I'm having to come to terms with knowing I'll never have that. I'll be 30 soon, it's too late for me. I don't know what to do with the rest of my life. I've never enjoyed being alive, even as a child, and I don't realistically see that ever changing. Every day I come closer to just ending it, the only thing that holds me back is not wanting to hurt my mother.
Adam Hall
Most of my posts aren't getting appearing on Zig Forums. They literally don't appear and I get redirected to some random active thread instead.
Yeah just get out at this point lol. She is using you to make herself feel better.
William Nelson
I just want my OCD to go away. I want to stop caring about whether or not things are "dirty" or "gross". I want to be able to wash my hands without particularly caring if I do it perfectly or accidentally leave some small things behind. I want to stop believing that it's even possible for things to be permanently "ruined" by being philosophically "contaminated".
Gabriel Wood
I wish all versions of the phrase "man up" would just disappear from everyone's vocabulary. I tried to talk to someone about how I'm in such pain that I'm crying every day and they just said "be a man and fix it". What does that even mean?
I just want the pain to stop. I just want the pain to stop. I just want the pain to stop.
Jaxson Edwards
Not to mention, how are you supposed to "man up" your way out of extreme self-loathing that makes you think you don't deserve to get better? The whole idea behind "man up" is that yes, you *are* inferior, so it just reinforces the self-loathing.
Jaxon Hill
i'm turning into an incel loser, and i hate it. seeing people, especially people in relationships happy and 'normal' just makes me feel shitty, and on bad days legitimately angry. i fucking hate it all
Lucas Perry
I'm in such terrible pain from my mental illness. All I want to do is cry while someone holds me and tells me I'm okay, I'm forgiven, and everything will be all right. I need to be comforted so badly.
I'm sorry I'm weak. I'm sorry I'm not strong enough to fight this monster in my head. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry. Please, someone forgive me.
Xavier Stewart
Sleep now because I have nothing better to do Waste all my money on vidya that I never play Friends are growing distant and never wanna hang out Only thing I look forward to is drinking on a Friday night Spend minimum 30 bucks a week on booze Extroverted so corona isolation is killing me Dropped out of my uni course because online learning was stressing me more than it needed to Talking to 2 girls at once online, feel nothing from it Ex cheated on me then accused me of physical abuse, after that I feel nothing about girls other than "oh she's cute" But at the same time just wish I had a girl who would let me rest my head on her lap while rubbing my hair telling me it'll all be okay
i'm fucking tired of trying to be friends with women and all they can talk about is every person they're fucking like i don't need to fucking hear it. I won't stop them and not in a position to but i won't sit idly by and have this shit constantly rubbed in my face.
Fucking cunt goes from telling me to respect her shitty decisions while any feelings i have don't even fucking register. I know i'm probably borderline or some shit but i can't stand being fucking gaslighted like that.
Brayden Ramirez
For the past few days I've felt nothing but pure rage and hatred. I was told that you can achieve anything if you work hard enough. I was taught everyone was equal and had the same opportunities. I foolishly believed every single one of those lies. It was never about hard work or equality. It was all about luck and I got unlucky. I was neglected as a child and my family wonders what's wrong with me. My once supposed friends bullied me and betrayed me for fun. I haven't loved a girl in my entire life because I didn't want to feel the same pain in my heart. The world made a mockery out of me. Now I feel very little empathy. I enjoy the suffering and despair of the common folk. Let them know what I've been experiencing for the last couple of years.
I'm starting to blame myself for everything now and think that everything is my fault. Was I just lazy? I don't know. I don't think so. I was going to school and getting good grades. I was working 28 hours a week during the school year and 40 hours a week during the summer. I was exercising, doing at least a hundred pushups a day, plus the physical activity from my job and from walking around campus every day. I was doing everything you're supposed to do, wasn't I? But I had other problems that I didn't know how to fix. I started to panic about them. I fell apart. What was I supposed to do? Is it really so bad that I didn't know what to do? Do I really deserve to suffer like this because I got scared? I tried to find ways to fix the problem, but nothing worked, and I got scared. Do I really deserve to suffer for that?
I don't think I'm unwilling to work. When I had work in front of me, I did it. I even signed up for more work. It's not like I had to work on weekdays when I went to school. In fact, my parents kind of tried to talk me out of it. But I did it, and still did well in school at the same time. I just didn't know what to do about the other stuff, and it drove me insane. Do I really deserve blame for that? I don't know. I just want this misery to end.
Brody Edwards
WAH WAH WAH I'M NOT CHAD. Chicks don't worship me when I go out in public. Not enough not enough I'm so goddamn weak. Fuck. Can do 6 pullups when I need to do 13+. FUCK fuck fuck I hate getting mogged I hate being tired and I hate soreness and I hate wasting time. Fuck you.
Got to go back to waging tomorrow and my manager is going to scold me over a screwup I made. Hope I can get out of this lifestyle soon
Liam Taylor
I just want to die and be reincarnated and forget this life ever happened. I'm never going to stop hating myself now. The only thing that will work is if I lose all memory of everything.
I spent three months losing ten pounds only to gain 30 in a month when I went totally off the rails. It is not water weight. I wish I could be addicted to drugs instead.
Owen King
Bandage is a bitch she wants to get TOPPED but won't show me her penis
Jace Campbell
I have an epididymal cyst that's chronic, and it can feel very inconvenient at times, especially when my testicle does a 180 degree twist.
Josiah Jackson
haven't had a friend in 5 years haven't had a conversation irl where i wasnt just saying yes or no in a year i stopped going to school cuz massive anxiety so i repeated my a levels 19 and havent even applied for a uni yet have frequent panic attacks whenever im out in public
i just want to die and get reincarnated as a protagonist in a romcom anime is that too much to ask for
I'm 25 and spending my time on Zig Forums, I got move from this rocking chair and I think I'm going to be sick.
Benjamin Martin
>I'm 25 and spending my time on Zig Forums same
Joseph Rivera
Im so fucking glad im the younger brother since if i was the older sibling it would feel even worse seeing how my younger sister/brother is already married, moved out, in a good job etc. 22 now, many of the younger people that went to my school already done so much more than i did. especially since i've done nothing but it's just so hard for me to start doing shit. Had my first real job before the covid as a waiter, was getting really nice tips and my social retardation was getting kinda better from day to day but then the coronavirus striked my country like it knows that's it's not my fate to just work a chill job as nobody. I think 'it' either wants me to go big or kill myself, ive been told many times that im very creative and would do great job as an actor or some kind of artist since i like doing art but i just kinda don't feel like i want to go on another level so i might as well go down, drinking every night waiting for something to push me over and an hero.
