It's been threadlocked for being garbage but I'll gladly reply. Do you remember (if you were around then) a few months leading up to the election how there were some leaked screenshots from CTR internal chats? In those chats they were discussing using XKEYSCORE (or some other program I can't recall) and a few other NSA related tools that a politcal super pac should never have had access too. Later on it was leaked that many of these had been loosely distributed. (similar to fast and furious bullshit)
I'm a lurker 99% of the time, and was a steadfast lurker up until the election started getting really serious. Then I actually started contributing to conversations and creating OC for the first time in years. I'm a very normalfag when it comes to techie shit, I got out of the game pre2006 when the net was still a wild west…but I'm no idiot. I run debian on all my personal computers and am fully capable I just don't really care anymore.
But riddle me this, when you have 3 drives fry in a 4 month span - is that normal? Absolutely fucking not. Statistically it just doesn't make sense. And it's not on me, I used to build computers. Current drive has been good since the last one fried and I've installed them all myself. But that's just really the most annoying part of being targeted by our opposition. (thank god their funding has gone to shit)
The icing on the cake was when IP addresses were hard flashed to be blocked into my wireless router. here, cuckchan, and reddit were all pulling up as bad gateways one day. No matter the browser or device I used it was always the same effect if using my local intranet. Reset the router, same effect. Call my buddy that works at the local isp (it's a small ass town) and have him check on my account, nothing on their end. Manually re-flash the bios of my router - oh look I can access all my hate speech sites again, how weird is that. No idea why they blocked reddit, was just my resource for interacting with wood and metalworking bros.
Not really hard to figure out that I'd been targeted. At first I was sweating balls like a little bitch wondering if the van was going to show up, but it just made me more resolute. Decided not to VPN or Tor because fuck it, they already know I'm a dissenter, like I could give a shit. If you're not already acting like every digital fingerprint is being watched no matter the precautions you're an idiot.
And you're right about being ostracized by my jewish relatives. Usually the kid that blows the whistle and testifies in court gets shunned ya know? It's a weird feeling having a brother in blood that will never be my brother because he was older and not strong enough or too deeply gone to break from the brainwashing. I feel a certain kinship to the American sons, fathers, and brothers of the past that were divided over the civil war when I think about it.
But if you want to talk schizo stuff that's another conversation by itself. Zig Forums in the last two years has made me believe some pretty schizo shit, but when it happens "irl" or "in my reality" it can be almost hard to not draw certain connections. Especially when you couple the esoteric weirdness we've been uncovering with the quantum nature of reality and the universe - this truly is a strange timeline where meme's become reality it almost seems.
I don't know man. I know i'm fucking crazy, but I've always striven to find the truth. It's just becoming awfully apparent that the truth is stranger than fiction. And I'm not using quantum spoopyness as a buzzword, I used to be a researcher (albeit wet work not theory) so I do approach most everything in life from a scientific standpoint. Now I'm just a simple carpenter who seems to be manifesting reality with my mind. Do you ever research or focus on something and then it suddenly appears in your life? I did this a few times before realizing what the fuck was happening. Have you ever thought about writing down the time, everytime you look at a clock throughout the day, and then statistically analyzing what percentage were interesting digits? Because you often seem to look at a clock while it's a palindrome or repeating digits? Now that's what I call schizo shit.