Hey SIG, I'm a fractionchan refugee. The mods there like to shoa SIG a lot but today I have a 3 day week end and wanted to go so far as to even come see if you guys where welcoming here like the threads I'm used to, since I want to use this time productively. Do you guys welcome dykes or will I be met with walls of pls go? Sorry if this is autistic, but I was genuinely blindsided by how welcoming my SIG is and I didn't really want to make any assumptions.
Shit has been happening to set me back, but if I am an awful sack of dyke shit I have at least mastered the art of the recovery. Had to replace a phone, but I managed to return some shit I don't need for a refund as well, the extra work I did was about 800 more lucrative. not bad for an awful minimum wage drone.
I figure I'll put some applications out this week end, I think I need to get serious about excercize though. This week end I'm also taking driving lessons for the first time. not blowing money on it thankfully, and of course I would be too ashamed to report back if I had not scoured my room clean of all the filth last night. Room mate still filthy, and I haven't found the right fit for a new option sadly, but with one meal a day I can piggy back off a friends kitchen after work, and they don't mind so much.
Thinking a lot about my complexes as well, they honestly terrify me to some extent, but I recently had some small improvement. It's strange because I don't really see why it would make me feel more at ease other than it eliminating some manufactured confusion from all the competing opinions on pol. Zig Forums in general has people who swear by the idea that women where not property and any insinuations of inequality and direct criticism of women counts as feminist delusions. I'm not going to argue the point to convince anyone here who thinks like this, but it always personally bothered me. Being a woman I absorb pretty much whatever I'm told though, and I think there in lies the problem. Gratefully, I came up with my own firm evidence to contradict that narrative. Pretty much every positive affectionate thing women do when mate hunting is abjectly submissive. not just like, passive, but outright "here are my vitals please don't murder me" Given the way other animals pair, I don't think its unreasonable to consider that evolutionary evidence of our servitude. Call it a VtM touchstone but it's cathartic to have external proof that I can sort of rely on. I was raised in a very science respecting manner.
anyway the takeaway is that I feel like I can devote less time and resources to thinking about this shit and focus on stuff that truly matters. Given the submission to ideas we have to contend with I don't know how much of this shit is relate-able to the guys ITT but It's been something of a roadblock for me on my way to recovery. A lot of the effects of redpilling are about twice as blackpilling for my case. The relief is basically unquantifiable.
Anyway, With excersize, work, and driving lessons on my mind, I don't have too much left to overfill my plate on. I have to ask here for advice though;
Kratom. My friend uses it pretty frequently because they are in a lot of pain, and we are both SIGing. They recommended it to me and I wanted to know other peoples experiences with it. Given how it helped them I would never think that it doesn't have it's uses and considering the application of drugs in survival shtf scenarios it might be indispensable for survival, but everyone reacts to things differently as well. What worked for them doesn't mean its going to work for me. What are Zig Forumss experiences with moderate usage of substances to accomplish and focus on goals? Despite being a dumb thot I've been very fortunate to avoid almost every (((drug))) people experiment with, only exception being that one time when the (((medical industry))) started giving meth to kids
Any general advice on how to be more efficient in defending my mind from groundless cancer would also be welcome.
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