There's no hope anymore. There's nothing worth living for. Do you understand why even Bill Nye the goddamn Science Guy began pushing "Have sex with everyone, girls have dicks and men have vaginas"?
Do you understand what was once at stake? We aren't meant to be alive any longer. There's no more hope and no more joy to be found. The radiation is too intense, and our babies are born retarded. Most people are half-way sterile, and will only have deformed babies. If not the radiation from the wifi and other signals, then it's the plastics and other toxic material in the water and food.
We can no longer have babies that look like humans. Everything is over now. There are no longer children being born. Look outside. Where are they? They used to play, but now they are rare.
Humanity has gone extinct.
The air smells like poison.
Every breath is toxic and tastes like metal fumes. You can't drink the water in the rivers. You can't even eat fish from them anymore. The tap water in my city is toxic. I looked at it. I actually looked at it in a glass, and saw sharp shards of metal in it. I felt the shards, and they were seriously sharp, but very small. It pierced my finger skin slightly.
Is it from the pipes? Or is it there on purpose? And then I hear about fluoride and other chemicals in the water, and I just wonder what went wrong. Is it the Jews? That's what Zig Forums says. But surely not. It can't really be them. I always thought Sagan, Feynman, even fucking RMS, were cool people. But now I wonder who would do this. 1984, that classic book, went on about Big Brother. That was beyond mere accusations of Jews. The author there predicted we'd just do it to each other. That it was normal to destroy each other and do terrible, terrible things.
But why? I just wanted to have a family. But the children… They're born wrong.
The truth is dark. Women do not have sex or look for love unless they are on the pill. If a male human finds a female to rape that hasn't sterilized herself with hormone pills, the child will still be born wrong. Children are born gender-fucked, their parts are twisted and wrong, and have holes and protrusions where such things should not be. They have too many eyes, fingers everywhere, and their intestines are too long for their bodies.
Abortion rates are incredibly high. Women who defy the feminist programming, and desire to have a family, are dismayed at what grows inside them. My aunt is a nurse at a birthing hospital, and it is essentially abortion after abortion. Most pregnancies result in abortion, not because of some feminist desire to kill, but because the babies are completely mutant and Lovecraftian in their appearance. It is a dark world now.
I do not feel hope or joy when I look outside. I see men fighting over chained-up prostitutes, bashing each other with nail boards or metal pipes, as both desire a women who can't afford sterilization hormones. It's not that the men are monsters. These are working class men who have just enough money to be able to feed a child, and they fight for the only thing that gives them hope: The hope for a family. A sane, happy family where everything inside their house is alright, and there is peace and love and where they can believe that there is a brighter future.
But there is no hope for this future.
Do you ever question how many cities have simply gone black? A disease or toxic chemical transmitted via water pipes will simply slay a town or city, and it goes black. Para-military units rush in to purge the survivors, not out of malice, but to either end their bloated screaming, or to prevent news of the tragedy from leaking out into the world. That is how bad it is.
And so here I sit, gun in hand. I wonder if I should masturbate before I pull the trigger. I wonder if I should try to find something to smoke or drink. I wonder if I should ask someone if there is still hope. I wonder if any of my former friends are still alive. Suicide is not exactly uncommon. Where do you think all the people of the old internet went off to? You think they just made a happy family and don't bother to log in to say hello?
Hahah… This world is too dark. I'm tired. I'm just so tired.