It's over

There's no hope anymore. There's nothing worth living for. Do you understand why even Bill Nye the goddamn Science Guy began pushing "Have sex with everyone, girls have dicks and men have vaginas"?

Do you understand what was once at stake? We aren't meant to be alive any longer. There's no more hope and no more joy to be found. The radiation is too intense, and our babies are born retarded. Most people are half-way sterile, and will only have deformed babies. If not the radiation from the wifi and other signals, then it's the plastics and other toxic material in the water and food.

We can no longer have babies that look like humans. Everything is over now. There are no longer children being born. Look outside. Where are they? They used to play, but now they are rare.

Humanity has gone extinct.

The air smells like poison.

Every breath is toxic and tastes like metal fumes. You can't drink the water in the rivers. You can't even eat fish from them anymore. The tap water in my city is toxic. I looked at it. I actually looked at it in a glass, and saw sharp shards of metal in it. I felt the shards, and they were seriously sharp, but very small. It pierced my finger skin slightly.

Is it from the pipes? Or is it there on purpose? And then I hear about fluoride and other chemicals in the water, and I just wonder what went wrong. Is it the Jews? That's what Zig Forums says. But surely not. It can't really be them. I always thought Sagan, Feynman, even fucking RMS, were cool people. But now I wonder who would do this. 1984, that classic book, went on about Big Brother. That was beyond mere accusations of Jews. The author there predicted we'd just do it to each other. That it was normal to destroy each other and do terrible, terrible things.

But why? I just wanted to have a family. But the children… They're born wrong.

The truth is dark. Women do not have sex or look for love unless they are on the pill. If a male human finds a female to rape that hasn't sterilized herself with hormone pills, the child will still be born wrong. Children are born gender-fucked, their parts are twisted and wrong, and have holes and protrusions where such things should not be. They have too many eyes, fingers everywhere, and their intestines are too long for their bodies.

Abortion rates are incredibly high. Women who defy the feminist programming, and desire to have a family, are dismayed at what grows inside them. My aunt is a nurse at a birthing hospital, and it is essentially abortion after abortion. Most pregnancies result in abortion, not because of some feminist desire to kill, but because the babies are completely mutant and Lovecraftian in their appearance. It is a dark world now.

I do not feel hope or joy when I look outside. I see men fighting over chained-up prostitutes, bashing each other with nail boards or metal pipes, as both desire a women who can't afford sterilization hormones. It's not that the men are monsters. These are working class men who have just enough money to be able to feed a child, and they fight for the only thing that gives them hope: The hope for a family. A sane, happy family where everything inside their house is alright, and there is peace and love and where they can believe that there is a brighter future.

But there is no hope for this future.

Do you ever question how many cities have simply gone black? A disease or toxic chemical transmitted via water pipes will simply slay a town or city, and it goes black. Para-military units rush in to purge the survivors, not out of malice, but to either end their bloated screaming, or to prevent news of the tragedy from leaking out into the world. That is how bad it is.

And so here I sit, gun in hand. I wonder if I should masturbate before I pull the trigger. I wonder if I should try to find something to smoke or drink. I wonder if I should ask someone if there is still hope. I wonder if any of my former friends are still alive. Suicide is not exactly uncommon. Where do you think all the people of the old internet went off to? You think they just made a happy family and don't bother to log in to say hello?

Hahah… This world is too dark. I'm tired. I'm just so tired.

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Have fun user!

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This thread will probably get deleted soon but if this is OC it is some fucking fantastic writing and exactly the kind of content I come to Zig Forums for. I love you OP.

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Patience is a virtue, don't try to escalate because there is no escape. That only creates mistakes.

Western Culture is meaningless, it was just a vessel to deliver us to the consumerist era.

Christianity is the slave morality which Nietzsche correctly identified. If you make people believe in an afterlife it will pacify them in their actual life – the only one they will ever have.

White genetics are not vital for the consumerist escalation. If they were; Indians in Silicon Valley wouldn't be a thing. Eventually genetic engineering will eclipse all of your concerns over phenotype aesthetic.

There is no great family model to return to where you can be a patriarch. Any children you have will be absorbed into the consumerist mass. Parental influence is meaningless in an age of hypercommunication.

Your wife will have social media. I don't think I need to go into any more detail on this.

There is no super intriguing clandestine force which controls the world – only consumerism and capital.

In an age where there is no great struggle; there is no need for anything aside from intellect unfortunately. There is no need for valor or fidelity anymore.

There is no great war or impending happening that will bring meaning to your life. There is only the slow assimilation into the global consumerist mass.

There will be hiccups, like terrorism and mass shootings for instance, but humanity has not produced a creed capable of contending with the awesome power of consumerism. It will devour you all.

There is no great cause to live or die for my brothers.



Right Wing Environmentalism

OP don't an hero. Take a couple pornographers with you if you must.

I was born in the time period after a certain chemical spill in my country.. It's not as if I wanted to grow breasts and have this feminine face. I don't even have testicles that look right. Just little orbs, protruding from a wet hole. A front hole. My penis is where a clitoris should be. Should I have been born male? Or female? I honestly cannot tell. My tongue is too long. It should not be this long. I have too many organs inside me.

No doctor made this. And nature did not either.

Everyone my age is like this. Humans are no longer being born.

I cannot give birth, nor can I impregnate. I don't want to suffer, so I let myself get fucked and penetrated by whoever gives me food and shelter. My face is wrong. It is technically girly, and can be attractive, but not if there is too much light. My eyes do not sparkle with the joy of humanity, and they lack a certain brightness that the older generations of humans had.

The few other children that I grew up with joined Tumblr. We are not allowed on this internet. We are given the child-internet, which is constantly surveyed and monitored, with all software under complete control. There is no way to stop the propaganda. The propaganda is simple though. "You are fine how you are. Do not kill yourself until you are at least 30. Try to find love. It is ok to have sex with whoever is willing. You do not need to die yet."

I have too many intestines. I sometimes feel like I defecate out of two different wholes, as if there is a fork at some point inside me, and then it reconverges at my anus. There is also my front hole.

I do not want to live, but I also do not wish to die. Although I do contain life-preservation instinct, I do not see humans as people. I look at them and see mere objects. Things to be utilized. NPCs. I do not think that they are real people. The most despairing aspect is that this analysis does not include everyone. Some people are clearly people, and do have real minds. True humanity.

But most do not.

The chemicals are accumulating inside of you. Inside of all of us. The radiation damage is happening too fast to be repaired, and it damaged even the ability to be repaired. Genetic reparations are then performed incorrectly. It is grotesque. I look into a mirror, and I do not recognize myself as human, nor do I even appear to be a natural animal of this earth. It is a wrong thing. An abomination.

Your children will not be born as humans. They are stopping birth rates because of this. There is no reason to force abominations to exist. It is better to not be born at all. Don't you agree? It would be better if you were never born at all.

Do not have hope for a better future. Pray for extinction. Pray for the end. There is clearly no god, yet I still pray. Have mercy upon me..

That would be quite the porno.

At least take some kikes down with you user, fuck. Don't be a loser.

You are GOD

Jesus fucking christ…

I feel more sorry for the people that would have to clean up the mess you phony faggot.

OP you have kleinfelters sydrome. You're a legitimate genetic freak and shouldn't try and reproduce.

unironically GTFO of your shithole country and see a fucking doctor if you're asian which i suspect you are because of your obsession with "radiation" rather than "EMF" there's cheap doctors in thailand that can fix this sort of thing and even bring back your reproductive abilities providing you have testicles I've been to one of these doctors to get metal extracted from my nose and neck


good is not profitable


Fuck off nigger, you can't follow that act

I like your honesty. While there is still hope, most of the talk from the right is just blowhard bullshit that sounds good but is easily exposed. Things are pretty dire out there.

Asses and elbows

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Definitely sucks losing the genetic lottery, and with that I can sympathize. But your perception is your own, not a statement of fact about the state of humanity, and while compellingly hyperbolic I want you to nonetheless take solace in actual point of fact that most are quite a bit better off than this. It isn’t mankind’s end, only yours.

Don't preach your cancer here. Fuck off and die.

Imagine being so pathetic you need to bring a random ass minority group with zero political power into every single discussion so you can "trick" people into thinking higher of you. You are fucking annoying and spam the same shit every fucking day. The entire basis for your argument is muh weirdness, and they are bad so I am good! You are a liberal with different clothes. Hahahahahahahahah you are so stupid you think there are only two political opinions! You need the television to give you every single thought then you cry about "npcs". Thank goodness they updated your os to give you the "clever" npc card!

The best thing about this left right psyop is you both throw the whiniest tantrums ever any time you are losing. That way we know what to move onto next. You literally announce "nooo, people are making their own decisions! This can't happen! How can I do X to make people to Y if I can't make their decisions for them!"


user, move your wifi closer to your bedroom and put your iphone under your pillow while you sleep. You're thinking about the big picture way too much. You just gotta remember that all the pain will disappear once the government airdrops 10k into your bank account, post financial crisis.

He does it every day like it's his job or something. Makes me think it is a job.
Looking at it from that perspective, I'd say he's trying to demoralize people.

I don't understand if you're illiterate or lazy.
Redpilling normies was a fucking mistake, normies are retarded that's the reason they couldn't figure it out themselves.

For the jews, yeah. That's why they're so desperate. But it's over for them.

Klinefelter syndrome doesn't get passed onto the kids which are possible IVF treatment. Testosterone can be taken to reduce feminine characteristics. And heck, if OP is in Thailand what better place (and what better reason) to get gender reassignment surgery. I'm curious why you have metals in your nose and neck and how it was extracted.

This is pathetic. Get your shit together. Even the slide and shill threads do less damage than this bullshit.

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You seem like the kind of faggot who would need to watch a tutorial on youtube on how to operate a firearm.

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Numbers of jews gassed by national socialists since the alleged holocaust: 0. Zero.

Numbers of penises mutilated by jews since national socialist Germany: millions
Numbers of animals slaughtered with inhumane kosher slaughter practices since NatSoc Germany: probably billions.
Boycotts against domestic gentile trade with the kosher label and prerequisite for jewish patronage: countless.
Instances of masquerading as whites of European descent by ashkenazim for the purpose of race baiting and other sabotage: countless.
Resources drained from gentile nations and people, including the alleged saviors of the jews, the Americans: many, many billions worth.
Numbers of chickens waved around in the ritual of kapparot that transfers sins from the jew onto the chicken: probably billions.
Numbers of oaths and promises voided which whites take seriously and at face value via the ritual of kol nidre: countless since it happens every year at yom kippur.
Amount of antiwhite propaganda produced and aimed at even their alleged saviors: countless.
Amount of atrocities committed against gentiles: countless.
Amount of usurious FIAT currency created, peddled and cultivated by jews: a figure that doesn't fit inside this comment due to the sheer number of zeroes.
Amount of meddling in foreign affairs despite usually being only 1-5% of the population: nigh infinite
Amount of marxism, bolshevism, globalism etc: infinite
Amount of kvetching in general: infinite.

And many, many, many other things that happened after the alleged holocaust, including the lie itself and all the atrocities against whites derived from that.

Now to the important tally:
Number of worries about jews voiced by gentiles based on actual things happening like genital mutilation et cetera legitimized by jews and golems: 0
Number of worries about nazis actively hunting, killing, persecuting, gassing jews despite none of that happenin legitimized by jews and golems: as many as there are claims made.

tl; dr:
jewish fear of persecution, which they deserve due to their heinous acts and despicable nature but is, sadly, not happening is routinely legitimized.
Gentile fear of the degrading, parasitical, atrocious effect of the jewish race in the light of their many, many actions which they commit daily is stamped away as irrational.

Chutzpah is a mental illness, though, and whitey has long grown tired of this stupid game. Next time the table gets flipped, you'll wish for the lies about the holocaust because they will be considered heavenly in comparison to the fate this abomination of a race will face due to its own, never knowing when to leave well enough alone, actions.

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Pretty sure it's talking about 'Jews' when it says 'random ass minority group'. And it says they're brought up in 'every single discussion' because it's retarded and never does anything else but politicking.

If you can't see at a glance that Bill Nye is a fucking sex freak and an admirer of the epicene beauty of little boys then you need a good swift kick in the pants. You've got some weird ideas in your head. Time to turn off the TV and go work out or something. Take some cold showers.

The land rots.
The ocean is putrescent.
The wind is harsh, and smells of industrial chemicals.

I look to the north: Bleakness and cities, all decaying.
I look to the south: More bleakness and cities.
Why look east? But I do.
It's just bleak. There is nowhere left to go.

I wanted to go to the stars. When I was a child, I thought there was someplace more to go. Someplace more to explore. There is nothing left. Even if we did explore, it would be only to commercialize and make the forests and jungles into more concrete hellscapes.

There are countries that have adapted to the chemicals. A simple slogan: "If it has a face, it has a place." Such horror. Yes, just so long as the entity that is extracted from the womb has a face that can be said to be human, it is allowed to live. The others are incinerated. Loving, but resistant mothers have to be injected with nerve-depressants in order to allow them to release their broken child into the hands of the merciful doctors.

Birthing facilities export more ashes than children, but of the children, which can be said to be true humanity? Not me, most certainly.

I wear enough makeup to create some semblance of attractiveness, and then scroll through Tinder to find something that is mostly human looking. I look for simple things. Kindness to their eyes. Warmth to their smile. A look that suggests that they are not another predator. Anything with a front-hole knows the feeling of being imprisoned and raped by a hungry male who just wants to make a family. Raped for months, before they realize that just because there is a hole, it does not mean that it shall produce anything other than rot and fluids. The poor men. They just want a family to love. A future to look forward to.

I don't mind though. At least I am fed the entire time. Otherwise, I do not know what to do with myself. There are no longer jobs. The machines make everything of a consumer nature, and growing food is forbidden.

Land tax. If you own land, you must pay tax. But because you cannot sell goods without a license, you must be able to pay for both the land tax, and the license, which means you must have a job. A person cannot any longer own land and live on it, unless they also work.

The debts are insane. Is this Jewish usury? The numbers keep changing. I overheard a friend mentioning how they had reached a point below 300,000 Euros. When they rechecked it the next month, it had gone back up above 300,000 Euros.

The birthing facilities justify the thing about Bill Nye I said before. Of course we use the word "person' these days. But for everyone Transgender people, a Man who wishes to be a Woman, is the minority.

But what is born these days is not transgender. It is not a man to a woman, and it is not the same as Kleinfelter's either. It is far worse. There are reports that some females do not have enough chromosomes to be compatible with other humans. Yet they still have faces. Scientists are considering that she might be able to breed with certain breeds of porcine instead. We need the human population to go up. Anything that can birth something that is mostly human is necessary.

Yet I wonder… what really are Jews? They are the ones who did this, aren't they? Is there a Jew here who can confirm or deny? It's not as if I would want this. I would never want this. My front-hole is dripping again. I feel the hormones entering my brain. I am becoming intensely aroused, and there is nothing I can do except rub myself until I reach orgasmic completion. But I cannot think of humans. I do not see them as people, or things that can be loved.

I look down at my own genitalia. A confusing array of parts. It's not right. It is so disgusting that I helplessly pee myself as I rub it faster, my three fingers rubbing inside of my front-hole. It's building up, and then I feel multiple inner organs release their liquid, and it drips out of me, with only a bit of blood. Finally. Finally relief. It does not do a soul good to remain pent up. The thoughts become increasingly monstrous.

The issue with the birthing facilities is not so much that they must burn the formless entities, but more-so that they consider it acceptable to simply say it is fine to be born as long as you have a face. But I have seen classmates with too many eyes. Too many fingers. Odd bulges under their shirts that should not exist. I suspect one of them has a skull that contains more than two brains, all of which are small enough to fit compactly inside. What he says is quite similar to the Christian concept of speaking in tongues. It maddens my own psyche.

There is another girl. She is quite lovely, but her stomach speaks. I figure she has a face there. Her head has skin over every orifice. Her face is on her stomach. Yet she lives. Am I the one who is mad? Or is it the world?

The chemical spill did this. But these chemicals are in the air. In your water. Even though my nation was turned into a nation of wrongness and corrupted blood, it happened so fast that we were able to cull many of the worst ones born.

But you? Your nation? It will happen too slowly for you to notice. One day, you will wake up and become aware that evolution is only in effect if the weak die off.

If the strong are corrupted, and the weak not culled, then you will end with absolute degeneracy. Not mere LGBT sinfulness, but absolute degeneracy of the very form of humanity. You will wish you were never born. And as for your children?

Why do you think every woman is on sterilizing hormones? She was told simply: If you breed, it will be a monster that comes out of you. Just enjoy your life by being penetrated every day until you die of perforation or suicide. Such is life.

haha Ed Gein…

Instead of diving head first into a pool of lamentation maybe you should pursue the love of your own people.
There is hope in your own people but you can't see past your own pathetic existence to discover it. Stop being such a loser.

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Ed Gain did nothing wrong and was just a product of the things he had to endure.
Change my mind

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I'm an auscuck, specifically a sydcuck. I grew up in the country and came from a poor family and moved to the city for work. I have a decent paying job but to avoid niggers I'm paying just shy of half my wage to live in a shoebox in an all white neighbourhood. Assuming I can even have kids I could never afford them. It's a fucking battle cunt

No doubt he had a fucked up upbringing but saying he "did nothing wrong" is quite a stretch.

The current existential problems are inextricably linked to the ability to love self. Also, the expectation that one should while also being told never to. Millennials were raised up with the 'self-esteem' shit. They think they're entitled to the world while they're accused of being entitled to nothing for advancing the most basic of their self-interests.

In order to identify with self, individually, you have to countenance every more basic part of you before it - first that you are material (this is actually an issue for some), then you are at agon with entropy (ordered/organism), animated (animal), then you are human, race, ethnicity, family and then you are yourself.

If you work backwards from 'Word' down to organism, then the shared nihilism isn't really a problem. But, when others work from 'humanity' upward, affirming everything between that and themselves - while you are told not to, then yes - cognitive dissonance. Every single race except whites are told to affirm. You're not, necessarily, 'dehumanized' (in their view), but you are de-individualized and deracinated - also deculturalized.

Now, they use your parents as ZOGbots, your elders and their arrogance to keep (selfishly) everything to themselves so they don't experience pain in retirement, but they kick the consequences down to you. They exploit your elder's elders and WW2 to do that. The exploitation happens by narrative shaping. You cannot be intelligent and famous or else you will be cut down. It is Communism - and the end intent. And this issue goes back over 2000 years.

Read The Odyssey, you'll see what culture was like. Hypermasculinity, symptom of nihilism, has caused most of the problems. Not 'toxic' masculinity bullshit, which is simply females being gynocentric and, retardedly, thinking men should act female.

BTW no one is going to affirm you are worth anything, you have to earn that yourself - which means you never get the mother's sort of love (unconditional) - you receive what you earn, so you become indifferent and it is not 'fun' nor 'free love' or 'free spirited'.

If your mother isn't your only example (if you have a father), and you love her, then you won't commit suicide [or very unlikely].

You want to rescue something, some sort of structure from a society that will take care of your ambitions - but now you're learning you have to start over and rebuild everything your ancestors did but you've been feminized and what masculine/frontier outlets you have are about as far reaching/effective as yourself.

It looks right now that the world regenerates without men, as the boomers still feed the system and kikes are appeasing them. That after a suicide bomber, everything just goes 'back to normal'.

This won't be the case in the future.

its too late…. the whites…. the europe folks…. its not necessary to race mix… we found another way… us Jews

us Jews


radiation…. EMF…. all sorts of methods… techniques… to corrupt. to dismantle…

racemixing was the easy way…. it was the simple way…. it was the logical way…. it was the kind way…. but you are making this difficult.


give up…. just breed with an african female…they are so willing. so stupid…. so weak…. so ….fertile…. and cheap. the lowest price of all the goyim to corrupt. they simply obey…



obedience is a virtue… for you goyim. for the goyim, obedience is the best….

but if you do not obey… if you do not obey my words… my speech…. my tongue…. then there are other ways to make you weak…. Jewish scientists perfected methods…. techniques…. methods…. techniques…. of using light.

Dark light…

to modify. to change. to corrupt your very seed.

the seed inside your little testicles, goyim. your little testicles can be corrupted without even touching you… light…dark light….

Einstein was the one… yes, he was the one… it is simple to corrupt… just shine the light upon the goyim and it shrivels…it becomes corrupt…

the goyim becomes corrupt…when its shown the light…. radiation of the elements…. its children are then corrupt…. born …funny. heheh….a funny thing…

such humor in their appearance… too many eyes….

too many eyes….

too many fingers….

too many tongues….

watch them writhe… you can't burn all of them. and if you do… it's a holocaust. heheheh….another another another holocaust.

the plastics we make… where does plastic …grow?

where does plastic grow? on which tree does plastic grow?
from which mountain do you mine plastic?

heheheheh, it's not a normal thing… so it corrupts.
it all corrupts.

and you eat it and drink it. its inside you now…. heheh

your little penis… I wager you have a cute penis… I bet you do…
I'd bet any amount of money that you have a cute little penis… and that it's circumcised…. heheheh yes, I bet its circumcised.

every part of your body is corrupted. all of it. who voted for that? heheheh

who went and voted? who went and built the factories? was it you? your father? no, it was not them… they didn't build it.

because goyim cannot build unless they are told how to build… goyim are weak… weak little things… objects….

what value is a goyim? 50 shekels?

100 shekels?

you can get a free goyim if it has faith. faith is currency to a goyim and if it believes your words, it will do anything. the goyim obeys… for free. heheheh

most people have to be given the shiny little shekels to obey…

but a goyim who believes our religions and our politics and our societal framework obeys… for free.

for free…. a free goyim.

a free one. a free human…. free free freeeeeee heheheheh

nothing is better than a free goyim.

that is why I am here… to corrupt….

to demoralize…. to make your faces sad…. little goyims with your sad little faces…. hehehehee

its a funny thing…. sadness…heheheh….

you goyims will be delicious once you are corrupted all the way. eat your hamburgers and your sugars… devour the nutrients…. and be strong… and stupid…. be obedient…. and be sad…. be so so so sad goyim…. that your bloodline is about to go away forever.

the radiation corrupts… the plastics corrupt…. and so you shall be corrupted by it….

This, your people will survive, after hardship - do something to minimize it. Look past your millennial upbringing.

This is what keeps me going, even though I'd assess myself as having 'no right' to live. If I kill myself, it's for nothing - it's laughed at by enemies and allies see it as cowardice. That anger, that even my death would be useless and fameless, is enough to drive me to desire the death of my enemies.

Where is this wonderful, magical land?

so blackpilled
is this creepypasta?

This is what happens when man believes he can live on bread alone and prosper. This is what happens when man leans on himself and not God. You God haters let this happen. You want a future where mankind thrives on an alternative to their own creator, but this what OP is pissing and moaning about is exactly what happens when man does just that. You think you can make it without God. That you can overcome a great evil without the hand of God on your life. You're all dust in the wind. From dust you were made, to dust you will return. You're nothing without your creator, and the fact that you believe you can make it without him is testament to where your hubris leads you. Each and every one of you are just like OP, except OP is the only one honest to admit that this is where your minds are. There are people like OP, then there are people who delude themselves by accusing him of blackpilling. Christ is sufficient. He is the source of purpose. He is the source of all strength. You refuse to acknowledge him King. Forget making him King. Christ is King. You are in rebellion to him. Christ has offered his terms of peace and you think you can negotiate these terms.

Here are His terms for peace. The terms are total and utter capitulation. Repent and believe and you will be saved from this world. Join him or perish. There is only one way out of this hell and that is Jesus Christ. King of Kings and Lord of Lords.

All Praises to the Lord of Hosts.

Holy Holy Holy is the Lord God all mighty

Who was and is and is to come

The Great I Am

The Alpha and the Omega

The Beginning and the End

The one who stole the keys of death and the grave and usurped the god of this world

Who was slain, rose again on the third day and ascended into Heaven

And will return to make his enemies a footstool at his feet

Every knee will bow and acknowledge the Christ is King

And who will rule with an iron rod forever and ever


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I’ve thought about suicide, but people survive gunshot wounds to the head and it’s not pretty.

I feel suicidal when I’m tired and sick. This probably means I’m weak. I try to remember I will feel better when I get sleep or am no longer sick.

As far as society, I wasn’t aware lots of children are mutants. I am an accelerationist. Decline is necessary to move onto something better. I want to see how it plays out.

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Having one more stream of suicidal thoughts only to find myself alive again, once you notice that, the suicidal thoughts will feel pretty weird and mind numbing.

Do you lift, exercise, eat healthfully, get good sleep, read quality material? These help. As mentioned above, when I get tired or sick, it’s like my guard is down and I feel deeply depressed. When the two happen at once, I feel suicidal.

Maybe take some time off to appreciate something beautiful, like a walk in the woods, beautiful classical music. Get some rest if you need it.

Either do a flip or go take out someone huge, but don't come here to us with this whiny bullshit.

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WHERE DO YOU LIVE OP? We can't have much of a conversation without this information. Is it Flint? Baghdad? Bhopal? Chernobyl? We are all quite curious.

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live stream it

Why is literally everybody here taking this as a serious demoralization attempt? It's obviously intended as a very good (imo) Zig Forums-themed dystopian cyberpunk short story/creepypasta and should be taken as such. Enjoy it for what it is and be glad creativity isn't utterly dead yet.

ITT OP samefags the fuck out of the place praising himself.

please stop. we get it

lol, speak for yourself faggot OP. You were born retarded. This is some 2005 copypasta I bet.

I'm glad this shit got anchored