How do you continue living life normally once you've realized everything you were ever taught was a lie or propaganda?
The past couple years, I've gone through a very noticeable mental change. I've lost numerous friends, I barely speak to my family, I don't watch movies or television anymore, I don't listen to music anymore, I don't enjoy video games anymore, I don't seek out women anymore, I don't engage new people anymore unless I'm forced to, I keep every conversation as quick and short as possible and dip out at every chance I get.
I don't particularly see a way out of whatever this is. I don't even feel sad or depressed. I just feel nothing. Numb. I'll get frustrated or angry sometimes, but I tend to just push those feelings down as well. I quit smoking pot and cigs, I stopped drinking 3 months ago to see if maybe that would make me feel better or maybe I'd snap back to my old self, but in all honesty, I feel worse.
You need purpose, something to give your life meaning. Most of us here went through this phase, it is a part of the awakening process. Don't assume you are finished, now learn the truth, study history, philosophy, even the occult. Know thyself and know thy enemy.
There are forces beyond our control at play, accept it. Only a fool would self destruct in the name of principles forced upon them, this is largely what the modern Republican party is as an ideology. Improve yourself, and learn to enjoy a nice quiet life of virtue. If you see opportunity in the direction of growth, take it. Considering that we are in a great period of sterility, the Kali Yuga, we are lucky to even have this board.
William Barnes
Reported for a) not relating to politics, b) blogposting and c) demoralization propaganda
Ryan Bennett
You should lift and play Deus Ex, works for me.
Dominic King
Look before you leap.
Thomas Reyes
Try an MAOI?
Eli Howard
reed sseeg
Lincoln White
You're not wrong but….don't be a dick. I feel OP.
Henry Sanders
Kill yourself jew.
Justin Butler
Need to focus on living your own life. Get in good physical shape and live in the real world. Limit your screen time to about 20 minutes to an hour per day. Don't worry about big picture stuff like the fate of the world, concentrate on the stuff going on right around you in your own community and on making your own life better. After you spend a few years doing that, the big picture stuff won't bother you much because you know it's all a lie and propaganda anyway. Just like you don't care about who Kim Kardashian is dating or what the latest celebrity gossip is or the cricket scores from Indonesia. It doesn't matter to you. LIVE YOUR LIFE
