Over the last few years, I've slowly and incrementally become more and more redpilled.
I've began questioning things, researching everything, expanding my knowledge, focusing on my family and building it up as best I can.
But I can't knock the dread. The feeling that I, we, are losing. I can't sit in a theatre and not pick out things that are clearly pushing again whites, against western society and our way of life.
I can't sit at dinner with my wife without noticing we are the minority in the room.
It has infected every aspect of my life, and while I'm absolutely trying it feels hopeless.
From the workplace, to nights out, to even watching a movie at home - I can't escape it. I can't feel normal. I can't relax. I'm constantly at odds with the world and it's driving me insane.
Being racially aware as a rapidly declining minority like being hyper aware. We notice things that others are too tired to notice. On the flip side, you're far less likely to get mugged.
Daniel Peterson
You don't. If you feel normal in this world then you are either stupid or a member of the enemy tribe. Our job is to resist against the inevitable if that is our fate. The fact that you have a wife and have the ability to have children is a great thing. It sounds like you are urban, the country is where you feel a medium of 'calm' but in certain parts, even that is getting worse. Redpill your wife, your children. Buy weapons and learn how to use them. Learn how to survive. Just know you are not alone.
Jace Howard
Imagine your house is on fire and everyone is calmly going on with their business, you wouldn't feel normal in that scenario either. Don't let it drain you, stay composed, salvage what you can and leave. Don't despair, because it's precisely what they feed on.
Parker Clark
Your new normal is to be relaxed but always alert to the threat. aka you'd best start believing in race wars, you're in one.
Matthew Stewart
the redpill didn't do this to you, society is in fact in rapid decline, the redpill just made you aware of it as the cause for the profound pain all whites are feeling. you're not in a "normal" or even sane world, so your feelings are in fact normal
you faced the truth and all its thorns instead of deluding and lying to yourself as leftist whites have that this is all a positive. for what it's worth, this is proof of your own strength. you faced the truth instead of not even being able to glance at it
goob job, now hunker down and survive the storm, they want you dead before their power wanes and they're forced to answer for their crimes
this. you shouldn't feel normal because the environment is abnormal and hostile. you're reacting appropriately
Sebastian Martinez
The term 'normal' is mainly used to describe what we feel to be "okay" or "well" or even something that gives us the notion of "something good" in our daily lives. Something we'd want around us constantly.
A lot of the usual energy people make is genuinely dull and mundane, and the lemmings revolve around this 'normalness' thanks to a spiritual dead center.
It's an incredibly corny word. People can unironically swap the word 'normal' with "crazy' and you'd pass for most people to be a normie regardless of context. Just look how mainstream a degenerate rapper or whoever has a shitty vocabulary or incapable of independent thought really is and all they're on about is to "keep it real being crazy because being normal sucks".
When something is *crazy* they can unironically like the shit being spit on the screen. People mostly can't describe anything 'normal' as anything but "crazy".
Fear is the main issue. We all have to let go of it. Being kind and genuine to anyone without the ego involved you'd feel bare and the dark side of people makes you to come up as a sucker ready to be sucked dry of your good intentions, unless you're literally blind to the dark side yourself.
Shine in the darkness, friend. Come through the pain and you'll be able to look past the suffering. Giving in to the pain usually makes one afraid. But thank God for the light within us. Peace
