What Brenton Tarrant did was one of the saddest things I've seen recently. I don't think I've had as much sadness, as I did after watching the video. Seeing innocent people murdered was heartbreaking. Seeing someone so casually do it was heartbreaking as well.
I know that a lot of you have anger. A lot of you are hurting. That's why you are on this site. To express that anger and hurt inside you. To grow it. I just want you to know that I don't hate you. I will never hate you. I don't hate Brenton. I'm just incredibly and unbelievably saddened by what he did.
I'm saddened that things in life, whether it's upbringing, genetics, environment, or something else, have caused the pain that you all have. I'm saddened that many of you see the answer as the murder of another human life, and I wish that could change. I know it can, but it must be you that does the changing.
I'll end with this. I don't actually love you all. I don't even love myself, so how can I love any of you. But what I do know is that I don't hate you. And I never will. I just wish you all could see that what matters in people is not race, religion, country, creed. What matters is that all people are special. We all have free will and autonomy. We can all choose to focus on promoting good without causing pain. We can all choose to see each other as positive and equal, regardless of circumstances. I hope all of you with anger and hate are able to resolve those negative emotions. You may want to reach out to a therapist, or even try working on where it came from. Good luck with everything in life. i hope each and everyone of you live a life of promoting good and no pain.