I am not nazi. I am not a right. I am not really a full on left, but I suppose people would identify me as so. I live by Zen Buddhist values.
After this entire Christchurch shit, and doing a bit of lurking on Zig Forums I can't help but to almost see what they're saying… makes sense? It is extremely hard for me to say that, because the death of anyone based on realized beliefs that are not your own is a joke. Kill them because we don't like them and have done 'x' to your/your people blah blah bullshit that makes the selling point. I guess the feeling of 'making sense' comes from their confidence in securing a perfect society, and I feel as if that's why extremism and nationalist beliefs sell so well, and that I may have became a victim of it. Thankfully I'm not as much of a sheep as people who live in constant fear/paranoia that they need to kill x amount of people to solve their problems that are almost all imaginary, or placeholders for answers they themselves do not have. Think about this shit is all I'm saying. If you are in a similar boat to me and have seen the idealism as being even remotely attractive or sound, it's good to expand upon it. Life will have suffering regardless what happens, killing and crucifying will not cease this.