Self-Help is a myth (*Warning, this is a very long post)

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Self Help books are a lie

You have no control of your life, how you feel or how you react. I do and I will explain, in specific detail, how.
First, let yourself assume who I am to make such a seemingly bold statement. I want you to remember the emotion or reaction you had to the statement, "You have no control. I control you and everything you do."
Understand that the only way to lead a person is to either have their trust or control their fear by pointing out the danger they face for not complying. You either believe me, or you fear what may happen if you don't comply with my order. Since it is difficult to gain your trust, it's quite a bit easier to instill fear into you. Since the dawn of time, people have studied human behavior and manipulated the environment to evoke emotion, the most common being fear.

Anger overshadows desire by a large margin. Anger can pull people out of apathy, shame and grief and incite them to action while desire can lead to anger by way of frustration when the object of your desire is not attained.

Pride comes next. Pride is a higher state of consciousness than Anger but only feels good to those accustomed to operating at a lower level of consciousness. Pride is the motivating factor behind the US Marine Corps and often will evoke a positive response in someone that may have been struggling in apathy, shame, guilt, grief and fear. In the Marine Corps there is a tongue in cheek saying, "The beatings will continue until morale improves!" Perhaps many would find it amusing, but the fact is the statement couldn't be more true. Anger is a level of consciousness far above even its neighbor, anger. Angry people eat. I want you angry and I want you proud because angry, proud people often act. Those hopeless do not.

In pride you find the controller due to its dependency upon outside conditions. I can make you proud. I can take anyone and make them proud by many means be it overcoming a seemingly impossible task or perhaps I own a media company or movie studio and the world needs a new star. This is a state of consciousness that is very easy to iimplant anyone into. It is also a very fragile state in that those proud are defensible and vulnerable. "If you're proud, why are you defensive?" many of us have wondered? Well, that is the state of pride. Pride is defensive because pride possesses the oiled down grip on the water balloon of consciousness. The slightest reduction in that which makes one pride and paranoia sets in. Pride is above anger and easily reverts back to it. Anger instills desire and action, once that action results in possession, greed is satisfied temporarily but is a fleeting response with a big appetite no matter how much it is fed. Pride is quite easy to get and exponentially easier to lose as all one has to do is break the arrogance and denial of the possessor.

You have no control over your life, how you feel or how you react. I do. Is this starting to take on a different appearance now? Continuing on…

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I have separated the next series of human consciousness for a very specific reason. At the lowest level of this grouping is Neutrality. When a human operates on this level of consciousness, they realize that the world is complex and not black and white. Although there are truths, they are often seeded into the grey. Black men don't often raise their children resulting in a magnitude of fatherless homes in the black community. This is a truth that finds itself seeded between 15 and 20% into the grey as it is estimated that somewhere between 15-20 black men of 100 do, in fact, end up raising their children to adulthood. The reasons have nothing to do with the truth as the truth is a statement of the effect, not the other way around. Someone denying this truth or taking insult to it is, in effect, misdirecting the anecdote. That is, they are falsifying a story to fit their their viewpoint, not telling a fact that stands contradictory to their perception. Their pride manifests an illusory view to which they cling (oily balloon) because pride feels better than the lower emotions one is set to fall upon for letting go of their deception. Much similar is the case of people denouncing segregation without mention of the self-segregation of societies upper echelon. Most often it is those from the segregated (gated) communities telling those of the integrated (non-segregated) communities they are guilty of some thought crime for wanting what they have. "Do as I say, not as I do!" never hearing in retort, "Where do you live?" Perhaps that is because Courage is most closely, consciously attainable with those of Neutral understanding of the world. By which I mean, when you see the world for what it is, you are likely to try new things as anxiety does not cripple you and obstacles appear as stimulants for your behavior. Neutrality is where one begins to recognize the manifestation of their own reality. The sense of opportunity becomes present, or rather, makes its presence known.
Which brings up Will. Oportunity is merely a thought when the will to manifest it is lacking and unless you are Socrates, you will not be remembered (am I instilling fear?) for your thoughts. This is the level where work becomes passion, or those pasionate about their work find themselves. We each possess passions, some of us desire beyond all else to become a musician but so few are employed in the field. We hear music everywhere, but mostly from a small, SELECTED group of musicians. How many hundeds of milions of people are passionate about music yet we know of, at very most, a coupe hundred which we can actually name employed in the field? Some of us, even though we listen to music daily, can name less employed in the field than digits attached to their own bodies. How very sad we don't live in a world where passions are harvested and nurtured and supported in the youth. How much human capital is lost to those that control the lower level of consciousness? Those that control pride.

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Next on the scale comes acceptance. Here one comes to understand how they personally create their life experience. It is most often this level of consciousness one comes to when they take it upon themselves to enact their desire to bring others up from below. Although their intentions are good, their perception is mired in self-projection. When one comes to accept the world around them and it's flaws, they often for the first time feel light and free. This is where revelations are to be had because the mind can now interpret so much more of the cosmos in which it exists. Although still clouded by the delusion of self, all information, so far as it can be seen, is considered for validation. You can not offend someone at this level of consciousness with anything other than truth. Telling a person they are "racist bigots!" will have no effect on them if they accept that the world around them is manipulable and the projector of the noises flung in their direction is a product of that very manipulation. These people are easily trainable, often hold little to no bias and listen to all consideration before offering their input into a conversation. All humans have the capacity of reaching this level of consciousness, but this may be the highest level most can attain as reaching above takes a fundamental understanding of the world beyond the perceivable. We've all heard, "What is love" but few have the capacity to kinow the answer. Do not confuse acceptance for being passive. Those passive lack courage to speak up when spoken against or worse. You wouldn't want to insult, harm or otherwise envoke the wrath of someone operating at Acceptance for they know when to fight and when to walk away. Perhaps Kenny Rogers had a consciousness of acceptance? Those who come to accept the world don't look outwardly for their understanding of themselves. They don't seek blame for their state of existence, even though they may very well be the result of a bigger game, they don't envision a game bigger than their own world due to an iabilty to do so. Thinking about themselves thinking about themselves while being observed and thought about by another is unattainable in their minds eye. Maybe they've seen something similar, but even as they read this, it only emerges a picture of a picture they have seen somewhere but never had the capacity to thoroughly consider. "Always look for the hidden hand, it is always there." I tell people but so few understand that which I speak to be a manifested, existing object in their world as their world does not contain the hand at work, only the works of the hand, yet they proudly proclaim themselves to "see the world for what it is." Mired in illusion or, as I prefer to say, "stuck in the clay." Although those here are free in nearly every sense of the word, they are so easily enslaved by their acceptance of the world around them for what it is. They search for problems to solve, reject short term satisfaction that is ostensive to their long-term goals, and like to see the better in people often disregarding the habits of the class that person belongs to. Most civilizations, when reaching this point as a collective society, quickly fall into the hands of manipulation due to their high trust and acceptance. It is most often too late for them to react to a con, especially a con on a higher level since they "know" they see the world for "What it is." "I'm willing to give you the benefit of the doubt" is a phrase most often heard of societies at this level. Shame really, since their tolerance is the very thing which breeds intolerance of the lower classes. Their minds, solidified in "reality" cannot perceive a juxtaposition such as "intolerance of tolerance." They lack the capacity to live as another because they "understand what it must be like." These are good people and this is the highest form of existence for most on earth. IQ has very little bearing over this class as the range can be thought of as 85 - 140 in scope. Think of someone you know at each end and my point is taken.

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Next we move into those of a Reasonable class. The class that prides itself upon intelligence and rationality. These individuals often outperform their peers and take little pleasure in being right as they have mostly been so their entire lives. They are experts at manipulation and will steep themselves in symbolism and conceptualization. Priding themselves on their intelligence you will often find this class working as high level professionals within the fields of science and or medicine and associated linear fields. Many are thought of as genius's and, according to the conventional wisdom, they are. Most notable of this class would be Edison or even Stephen Hawking is a better example as many in this class can get stuck in the arbitrary and never actually contribute anything material to the world. Objective and subjective are cloudy and causality is often lost. Intellectualizing can become an end in itself. Reason does not account for essence and with laser-like focus often misses the point of complex issues. Technical thinkers tend to see the world technically. It should be noted that bad actors in this realm are more guilty than bad actors of sub-classes as they have a clear intent on a bad outcome. Perhaps the Oklahoma City Bombers are a good reference for classification as they killed innocent children with intent to do harm based upon the perception that the outcome would justify the event. Children should never be the target of intentional harm but what eludes many even on this scale is children must be the target of unintentional harm. That fact cannot be changed.

The highest state of existence for most humans on earth is Love. So few reach this level that reading the previous line most often gives a minds eye view of physical attraction, possessiveness, control, addiction, sex and even novelty. Many mistake that feeling of desire and servitude, willing to offer yourself as sacrifice that the other may go on, as Love however, when you were rejected or became frustrated with the object of your infection, durr, affection your instinctual resort moved you to a feeling of anger for your dependency upon the other. Dare I ask, did you hate? Did you assume that Love must somehow be tied with hate or closely associate? Hate is most closely associated with pride, how far back was that? No, love is unchanging, unconditional and permanent. Love is the one who you know that a phone call, even all these years later, would invoke the other to act. Never fading, without condition and permanent. Love is at the end as it was at the beginning, it does not fluctuate because it is not found anywhere but the source. I have a vague image in my minds eye of an old Twilight Zone show where no matter how many times a thing is destroyed, it keeps reappearing as it was before the destruction. That is the state of love. With those who have attained this level of being, the recognition for the totality of a problem and ability to accept the expansion of time and/or resources required at resolvement are nonsequiturs to the outcome. Unrelated and unnecessary, all that matters is the problem subsides. It does not feed on negativity and will face a lethal problem without thought of preservation of self, yet the capacity for understanding the greater good is still at play. This is where modern religions find themselves planted in the society and the focal pont to those of lower claseses drawn to their services. Remember every move up the ladder feels better than the last.

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Slightly higher up the rungs we find Joy. Joy can be thought of as a constant presence and enjoyment in activity. To the lower classes, this is most often mistaken for enlightenment and while the technical state of being is undiscernable to even the most keen eye, joy lacks the attachment to the all even though they have a clear understanding of All. You can place your Mother Theresas of the world here or even travelling vagabonds who br ing happiness along with them where they go. The pet of this owner will reach out to a visitor and, as if an extension of will, carry a positive vibration within it which finds its way to the hand of those whom pet it. We should all wish to become this persons underling in a future existence. What magnificence of simplicity that pet must feel. Even the gaze of such an owner can induce a state of love and peace to the subject of their stare. A presence can be felt when they enter a room even if they are impoverished they are more powerful than the loudest boss. Many of the readers will remember the words, simply though they were, of this bearer. How long ago was it that you were convinced of "more?" A person operating as an animator of Joy feels such a responsibilty to mankind that crying often takes place in solitude for what is understood as evil coming humanitys way. Unexplainable is the feeling but more real than the world in which it is felt, it becomes. These beings carry much weight and yet do not let that weight manifest in anything other than action. There is no fear in the Joyous soul, only love and purpose. Money has little to no meaning to them and they are often impoverished doing just enogh to get by. Selfless. None from this point forward are able to be manipulated by deceit and the deceptive would like none other than to extinguish the Joyous from this realm. The Joyous strive for higher being but for whatever obstacle, are so often incapable of moving up even to the next level of Peace.
Those of a Peace consciousness can be thought of as Transcendent, Self-Aware and God-Conscious. Maybe you have asked a person if they "believe in God." Even though this is a silly question to ask someone at the level of Peace, you won't feel shame for having done so. You might hear an answer, "I know God." The Peace-Carrier sees subject as object as they are, one in the same. Very seldom have you come across this person as there are a few thousand on earth at most and they remove themselves from participation in society. Beng at peace is not the same as being Consciuosly Peaceful. You may have seen this person in passing and jeered their appearance. As foreign to you as a midget covered in mayonnaise, just the same is the reflection in their mirror (no offense to the little persons, especially those Peace bearers). A conversation with one of this level is difficult at best yet societies greatest gifts come from them. Nicolai Tesla would be the only famous one that I can think of. Consistently getting screwed over by his supporting bodies, they believe they got one over on him but he lived his entire life doing what he loved and was passionate about, so who is the winner? Clue: The game is not zero-sum and the prize without limt. Attachment, when all is alive you wish to bring life to the world. The observed and the observer are one in the same and their knowledge is unmeasurable as it would require a device the size of the universe in its entirety.

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"Maybe I could learn something" said God.
I am at the door, knocking, will you let me in? I have reached the top of the ladder (a tribute to Bob) and we come to Enlightenment.
When most of us think of the enlightened, we envision Tibetan Monks and rightly so. These beings have strived for generation upon generation to reach God from earth and many have succeeded only to collapse under the weight of the experience and pass over completely. We are not meant to become one with God while here, we have a word for that and it has been called death, morte, murete, and so forth, but whenever one of us comes to a point of Peace, they strive to pass over. What is it of this realm that makes it so? We can learn a lot of Tibet and the injustices perpetrated upon those people.
What do you imagine when I say Monk? Is it a small Asian man with a smile, wearing an orange robe. Possibly an Asian man burning in the street of Pyong Yang in protest? Or is it a black man dressed in ceremonial garb ready to partake in an African ritual?
What do you imagine when I mention Japanese? Is it an Asian man with black hair, light skin and maybe even glasses wearing a white shirt with black pants? An Asian schoolgirl in a skirt? Or is it a giant German man drinkig from a Stein and wearing Leadenhosen?
French man?
African?
Muslim?
Russian?
What do you see?

Do not Monks segregate themselves from "others?" If you don't know about their practices, perhaps you should see the injustice that has fallen their people from the very same evil hand that is at play in the west. The Monks are fighting hard to preserve their way of life and many have joined them. Most would agree it would be a major loss to humanity should these people be eroded from consciousness.
"Jesus was a Jew" you may have heard. I ask, who would put such a distinction upon a person but someone operating at a level of consciousness where that was relevent? Who indeed? Why would it matter what Nation Jesus was born unto? Are not all men known for thier actions? besides Socrates, that is. Although there was tht whole helmloch ordeal.

As of yet, on earth, Humans are the only beings capable of ascending to the realm of God. This realm is mired in confusion to us as we cannot understand it, but we can see its effects. What entity would want you pegged at Pride? What entity thrives in a world which rewards inability to perceive inward?

You have no control of your life, how you feel or how you react. I do.
I am an object of God and this message is brought forth through me. Look around you, who you see are not your enemy. They want what you want. We are not ready, as a civilization, to be forced upon each other. The largest grouping of people, under this charade we call existence, is collected at the bottom.

Do you believe me or do you fear me?
Evil has found it's way to the control booth and it is led by a consciousness not of this world. An intelligence that spans beyond understanding. I hope to instill fear in those that need fear, anger in those whom lack the spirit and understanding in those who need details.

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For 600 years an organization operated in the shadows. This organization would call upon it's members to take a 1 month sabbatical from their lives and murder tourists of their lands. Most were bound by blood, related to each other and for the 11 months of the year often pillars of society. 30 generations of familial bondage held a secret so tight that estimations of murder from the group span from 10,000 to 10,000,000 depending on who you ask. The riches of the tourists would be collected and split among the members and the organization rapidly grew in wealth. Your normal, middle-aged, kind neighbor was in fact a member of a generational mafia. The man or woman whom you borrowed sugar from embarked upon a journey every year of your acquantance to murder as many people as they safely could and then took recess back in their "other" life. None were the wiser for 600 years. Sure, "conspiracy theories" would arise but they were quickly shot down by "educated" people who "knew better." Please read the story of the Thuggees of India and confirm for yourself my words because I need your trust!

An evil so much worse than The Thuggees moves in the shadows my friends and you have heard their name countless times but dismissed it as "evil conspiracy." They force immigration into our lands and close the border of theirs, often shooting any who try to cross "illegally" yet lead the charge for immigration into the west, touting it's resistors as "racist bigots!" Even now they move to legislate the banning of their very name. Who demands silence but the guilty?????
These beings hold over 100 seats in the US house of representatives alone and 100's more in Europe. They are Hell bent on destroying all that is good on earth and reforming the planet into their slave yard. They move swiiftly and have grown more bold, emerging from the shadows as of recent to finalize their plan. Many of us can feel their evil moving in. The US president is surrounded by them and the decent people of his cabinet have all been ejected. Every human has dirt and it's the one thing nobody was watching was the people the "deep state" didn't want were not impervious to manipulation. General Mattis is a good man and he is gone. Replaced with Mike Pompeo, a war hawk pushing for the decimation of Persians.

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All people deserver their own land. It's unnatural to expect otherwise. All countries must bind together to strike down any country that imposes their will upon another. Who are you to tell another how they may live their life? Are you not flawed?
Most of us just want to "live and let live" but we continuously get wrapped up in these wars for these beasts. All wars are bankers wars! Warburg, Schiff, Astor, Rothschild these incestual family lines have wrought absolute evil upon the planet and they want you and I dead! They have all the worlds money, make no mistake in your understanding, as they MAKE money. There is no expense they will spare to eradicate you. If you are under the illusion that Donald Trump can somehow stop this, you need to realize that if that was the case, everybody who needs a paycheck in the world would be given a gun and marched at our borders. They MAKE money, there is no cost that would make them blink an eye. It is fiat. not legitimate. How much monopoly money would you spend defending your life? Well, how much real money would you spend? There is no real money, only energy and the manipulation thereof.

At this point, I want you to go back to the very beginning of this piece and look at the first 5 paragraphs, up until "continuing on…" I want you to realize that 85% of the world can be summed up as living in that level of consciousness. Realize how far away that most likely is for you. If you're reading this far, I assume you have a fundamental understanding that materialism is a trap set by the provider of the material? The provider to the . Think of how reversed the world is that 85% of people yearn to be enslaved yet 95% denounce slavery. Are you within the other 10%? Exposure to the winds touch is greatest at the peak. The view is clear and the wisdom comes fast. Think about that and realize there are people on this earth that have been at the top for near 10,000 years. To them, information is paramount to their existence and they maintain a stranglehood on the information.

to be continued

As some of the OGs around here know, we used to enjoy a good read. I missed those threads so I created one myself. I intentionally left the end wide open as I am not sure if I will continue the story, but feel as if I should. Perhaps some interaction with the anons is called for?

Stopped reading here.