Hey guys. I’m leaving the internet left and actually just the left in general. I thought about rebranding my channel and such but to be honest since I’m moving out of Hawaii and also I’m no longer on the left, two out of the three words would be irrelevant. This has actually been a long time coming over the past few months, but getting banned from the twitter group of left youtubers for IDPOL reasons was basically the last straw.
After 10 years as a leftist in real life and online I think it’s time to call it quits. Used to be in a trot party in Hawaii, we would go from door to door and table events trying to sell our shitty newspapers and t shirts. Some people had the predicable ‘muh gorillions’ reaction but most of the normies we encountered simply didn’t care and shut the door in our face both metaphorically and literally as they would any other ‘salesman’. Being on the left has basically been nothing but a series of failures and missed opportunities. At the height of the recession in 2010 the left had a chance to turn something like OWS into a real movement (what Angela Nagle calls ‘the techno-utopian moment’), but IDPOL, sectarianism, COINTEL and various other factors coincided to turn it into a shit show. I haven’t really even changed my beliefs that much… I still consider Capitalism absolute dogshit. And socialism isn’t hell on earth. Even if we take the examples of actually existing socialism like the USSR, yes it wasn’t as good as western society but can we seriously argue that the life of a prole under the USSR was objectively or materially worse than a slave under slavery or a European peasant in the dark ages? And presumably socialists whether they consider the ussr socialist or not will say that future versions of socialism will be better than both actually existing socialist societies and capitalism.