Get out of call centers. Those jobs destroy people mentally, physically, and emotionally. Other jobs suck too, but not like that. Get out of there. Please.
As to doing the wageslaving long term, I had really shit jobs, usually for megacorps from 16, through college, until around age 24. Then I got an IT position at a small non-profit and that actually wasn't awful. It was fun back then too because it was all very novel and I was learning a lot every day.
Now I'm 30 and this kinda sucks now. The routines I've established that have helped me keep steady employment for the last 15 years have got me seriously down, and I don't have nearly enough time to read or do things that would be meaningful to my life, but it's still the best job I've had by a wide margin, and the pay (along with living extremely cheaply) was okay enough for me to pay off my student loans and afford to get some land and a small house out of town, so there's that. My hope is to keep this job for long enough to pay off the house, then continue to live very frugally afterwards. We'll see if I can make it that long, plus I'm somewhat expecting Economic Crisis 2: Financial Boogaloo to happen before then, so we'll see what unfolds. Maybe some civil war shit will start up and I can get out of having to pay for the whole house before some red white and blue Nazis come to try and impregnate and/or kill me. A girl can dream.
But yeah, I'm sorry to report that I don't know how to make the depression and constant anxiety of living this way more manageable. I take that back - getting a cat was helpful. If you don't have pets, get one if at all possible. It will actually help.
Yeah though, the shitty feelings regarding this situation have tended to swell and fade for me in cycles over the years but they're always in there. Being able to afford decent liquor and hardcover books is nice, but I have little time or energy to properly enjoy them, and what might be worse is that this area is so horrendous for decent employment that the couple friends I had through college all had to move away to find something other than food service or cleaning hotels for jobs. Wageslaving is very isolating in this regard. Not only does it take away the time to explore our own interests, it takes from us the opportunities to build and maintain friendships and relationships (and communities) outside of work. We find ourselves increasingly alone, with only a handful of overpriced and often meaningless (sometimes outright harmful - social media especially) distractions to help try to keep us from ending our manufactured, hollow, lonely little lives - if only for one more day.
Good luck out there. Know that I am silently cheering you on from an office somewhere.
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