Is there even a point in being a leftist if you've totally given into depression and withdrawn completely into the...

Is there even a point in being a leftist if you've totally given into depression and withdrawn completely into the hermit lifestyle? I don't have any hope or optimism anymore, it is gone. I have searched for it for at least a year now and I know beyond all reasonable doubt it's gone and isn't going to return. I pretty much think the basic ontology of philosophical pessimism is 100 percent true and that, while challenges to it such as Absurdism and Existentialism (and even religion to some extent) are admirable and worth studying for the philosophically curious in their own right they more or less just amount to copes. Seeing things in a scientific socialist fashion doesn't bring me any positive feelings as I don't really think analyzing the world as it is right now through the lens of dialectical materialism leads to any joyful conclusions. At best it produces neutral and tautological assessments of the present state of Capitalism which most can see even of they aren't Marxists and at best it reveals logical conclusion of current trends across a myriad of phenomena which are deeply troubling and make me severely anxious and that only seem to make me move further and further away from reality.

I'm not trying to be edgy either, please don't misunderstand me. I'm just speaking about how u personally feel, I don't think I'm smart or anything or that everyone should just give up. Quite the contrary, if my perspective convinced any one to abandon all hope I would hate myself even more and I know that the proletariat, particularly in the 3rd world, can't afford to take the blackpill or even entertain its implications and I don't want them to. I don't want porky to win but I don't care enough to help the revolution emerge in any meaningful way. I've already made my peace with suicide and am just waiting for an elderly person who I still care about to pass away so that I can go knowing I didn't distress them. I don't want to change and am not going to.

So why call myself a leftist? I am nothing but a hikkikomori lumpen who has done absolutely nothing to further the cause of socialism in the least. My life has meant nothing. I am sorry

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If you're feeling like life's no longer worth it, join some leftist guerrilla out there and die in battle instead of succumbing to nihilism or committing suicide like a bitch.

Dedicate yourself to the cause. Educate others on marxism. Go door to door and hand out pamphlets or some shit, just dont kill yourself that would be a waste.

I would argue that's not a good course of action. Guerrillas work in high risk situations and need people who are disciplined, one fuckup and people die. A better use of OPs time would be to work in local soup kitchen or library. Low risk, easy, and repetitive work

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You're not "unmeaningful" because you haven't helped further the cause of socialism.

Socialism is not a meaning. Socialism is a means to make the creation of meaning actually possible.

And please, ignore the retards who are being acid or mean to you here.

I have nothing more to say - I'll not pretend that I have answers. I'd prefer to listen to you, if you feel like saying anything else.

He could always go and cut down his local piggies.

I know what you mean, because I came from the exact situation. So here is my take, what to do: Just do something. Join a party, hand out leaflets, make videos etc. I'm serious, just go full YOLO and start becoming active. Here, I've become a member of a party. This wasn't enough for me, so I started to create my own content on Youtube: youtube.com/channel/UCKYJfJk4JGZuAkQzJcqk4Xw

Don't think about, what other people might think about your actions. Its better to do something wrong, than doing nothing. (Beside that, you can always correct your mistakes) This said even Lenin himself!

He's been posting in leftytrash for quite a time.

Congratulations comrade, you've almost swallowed the final and biggest redpill
These comrades >>2953946 have some good suggestions, but if you can't manage to do that don't feel bad, just brush up on historical materialism to round out your theory and continue your work in the shit posting vanguard

If things get too much then correct praxis is either to seek help or sell all your possessions, retain a mattress, portrait of Stalin, a whip to flagellate with and incense. Then make a twitter account dedicated to rehabilitating Stalin's image

You are the panacea for the working class, the idea that spreads to the minds of the artist and the warrior. All you have to do is believe what you believe and encourage others to see your perspective, to point through the distracting mists of racial wars to class struggle, and get everyone as pissed off and sad as you, while living the best life you can. It was never fair, humans have rent their clothes and skin from their bodies simply to continue this pallid and arduous existence, you were always and will be exploited for a long time, but the mountaintop is getting ever closer. Accept the things you cannot change, improve what you can, and remember perfection is a direction, not an expectation. You will never reach the sun by walking east, it will set before you ever get there, but you can bask in it for a time.

we need a /leftyfeel/ general

I've been thinking about how I'm going to die and be gone forever having never seen humanity reach the next stage of development

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It’s about the search for truth, dumbass. It’s not about partying. Have a bump so the other slaves can cheer you for your submission, OP.

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The truely undialectical thing to do would be to kill yourself. If you try by baby steps to educate people around you and be smart about it, you'll soon enough have a communist party in your local area if you don't have one already, or have a larger one! :)

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I don't have the social skills to manipulate people so it's pointless to socialize.

Bullshit, and even if it's true we will fix your ass until you can get yourself together enough to start fixing yourself.

I've been broken as shit all my life. Started psychoanalysis at 8 years old. I'm on a fuckton of meds. I take like ten different pills before going to bed every day, If I can constantly piss out a leftist agenda to everyone around me, manage to be organized for a few years and help comrades battle their mental health issues online, as well as educate others so can you.

I was put in fucking special aid class for a few years and i'm currently studying at university. If that shit is possible while being depressed basically all my life, and going through traumas and anxiety attacks imagine what you can do when you ride this worst period out.

Statistically speaking, you're probably not the worst of, and even if you're in the worst scenario ever you still have access to a computer, and you have all your leftpol buds here to support you Comrade. The more we invest in each other, the more it will pay off in the end.

That's what all good social groups do, they invest in each other and win. If communists can't do that, well, then nobody can.

I'll be back.

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Are you a burger?

Why do you confuse socializing with manipulation? When you just join an organisation, you don't have to "manipulate" your comrades.

It seems like you mean well, but this really just the from rags to riches story in another flavour. It's nice for you to be lucky enough to be among the better now, but keep in mind that there are always those who are not.

Yes you do, you just do it subconsciously because you are a neurotypical. I did not say it was “evil” or whatever.

If you are depressed it's because your body is fucked up and inflamed. You can fix this by not eating dairy and bread and also eating fruits and vegetables. Dont take medications. It's the same as when people say fatasses should run when they eat fattening shit every hour of the day, taking medications only treat symptoms never the root cause. Seriously going on a day or 2 fast to "reset" your body and in combination replacing certain things you eat on a daily basis will go a long way. Also dont starve yourself I tried doing something like that when you dont eat it chips away at you and you will probably give up. Also look into "leaky gut" if you want a detailed answer.

nice try FBI

in addition, no individual member of the capitalist class is truly important, they are interchangeable and easily replaceable. Killing porky means nothing if you don't dismantle the class mechanisms that allows for the replication of porkies. This is why actual leftists are against individualist terrorism.

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It's true in some cases

You dont need to moralism is bourgeois.

Sure, that doesn't make his comment any less stupid.

Well if that's the case all conversation interaction/we is manipulation. And then it might as well just be a big ass striving towards the absolute idea or communism / whatever.

Meaningless point. Stop reading Camu.

Also yes I live in a proxy state to boomerland.
That's not a rags to riches story btw, that's a story of going from basically being on the way to jail (or worse, dodged death two times) already to basically being not on the way to jail but in the best case on the way to a 9-5 gig that's relatively well paid so I can e.g donate cash to my local communist party. Which is fucking lit. But it most certainly isn't riches, I'll probably be somewhat depressed all my life and I have no intention of ever getting of antidepressants, late stage capitalism is horrible, all we can do is cope, and I cope rather well right now.


However, your cynical mindset is a result of your environment and how you've come to deal with it. As a good materialist you'll have to realize that you can change what's around you, that's pretty cool. What you can not change however, you can change your attitude towards that. The war in Iraq? Rather absurd, can you do anything about it now? No? Then focus your energy on something constructive.

You need to do shit that makes you feel like get energy from it. I was mapping out nazis online, fetching documents from the state etc, and sending dumps to antifa for a while, it wasn't the best activity I've ever been up to but it felt like I was doing something at least.

Fruits and vegetables wont fix you, whoever wrote that is the lamest troll I've come across in a long ass time. But sure a better diet would be great for me too.


You can start on antidepressants if you want to, but it's quite a ride in. If you don't have access to an apartment (in which you should remove all the knifes, I repeat, remove ALL the knifes), before you start it then you probably should consider getting some kind of housing first.

Antidepressants won't fix your problems but they'll make you not want to end yourself constantly after you've been on them for like a month or two.

This helps you to even be able to manipulate your environment. You should also check around to see if there is any free psychologist in your area, a church might have one, or a non profit org or whatever (don't get dragged into scientology or something tho lol)

There is help out there Comrade, you just need to find someone willing to give it to you, and accept that you need it. That way when you become a bit better of you can repay it. (preferably to other Comrades! :)

No man, according to psychiatrists, I have been diagnosed with "aspergers syndrome". But I don't believe in the whole concept of neurotypicalism, so I just behave like I want. And I recommend you to do the same. Don't let your life being controlled just because someone put a (pseudo)scientific label on you.

Medicalization critique is all fair and well, but when you can not even change your current society for the better for the disadvantaged groups you're in, well then you can either stop completely. (like they want you too) or you can keep on fighting with what you've got.

Look at Greta Thunberg, she's in bed with like a whole lot of companies and bullshit, but at least she is doing something about our current state of bullshit. So that one day, aspergers peeps can chill in peace without having to worry about climate change or being kicked out of their homes for obsessing about some computer code for 8 weeks.

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Every new member that joins the socialist movement is valuable, and there's no one incapable of contributing anything at all