How do I get past Biblical contradictions?
Faith is hard. Reading the Old Testament has filled my mind with doubts, because I read of God doing things that seem contrary to His nature, as well as laying down laws that Jesus abolished. For example, one cannot eat pork in the Old Testament, but because Jesus said only what comes out can defile a man, therefore we are allowed to eat pork?
What about when Jesus said he wouldn't abolish the law, and how the Old Testament said that these Mosaic Laws would stand for all of time? Yet the vast, vast, majority of Christian congregations don't adhere to the Law at all, cherrypicking what they follow.
So I am either presented two options to believe. One being that the Bible is not entirely consistent, which leads me to question of human tampering, which leads me to question how much of it is consistent, or another, the Bible is consistent yet the people who follow it aren't, and if Mosaic Law still applies, they are all doomed for Hell.
What am I to believe? This is all too much to understand.