Anyone else here lose interest in being part of ((((((society)))))) after converting?
I own a small but profitable business. Earthly goods used to be my god, and my only measure of accomplishment in life and self-worth. Over the next few years I got brutally redpilled and converted to Christianity, now I almost have the opposite problem.
I don't really want to work anymore, nor do I want anything to do with this fallen world. I can't do business without without paying taxes to the jew, and if I do that, I serve a society of degenerates and other such filth who openly hates us and our values. That, coupled with me no longer craving the things I would've bought from the profits, has basically killed my productivity.
I could work and donate the money to charity, but most "charities" are either corrupt, or they support people around the world who either arent willing to work to support themselves, or people who absolutly hate us and want to replace our cultures and ethnic histories. Its hard to find a good one.
I went from working 80-100 hours a week to probably ~25 at most. I really have no interest in anything other than spending time with my other Zig Forums friends, going to Church (multiple services a week), starting a family, being outdoors and trying to evangilize to people willing to listen.
Go out and make thousands of dollars? You mean break my body to pay 40% of it in taxes to support the evils of the world then spend the rest of it on empty material things? No thanks.
Watch ((((((((((((TV))))))))))) or listen to "music"? Its all absolutely degenerate, downright filth. Nothing good would come from it.
Halp me guys, this is the first time since I was probably 9 when I havent been driven by material things and earthly success. I legitimately don't know what to do with myself, or what I'm turning into. I simply dont care about anything except the aforementioned anymore, this is new. I can't be the only one?
To clarify, I'm not doing nothing all day, nor becoming a leech, I live debt free and earn a tradesmans wage, I bet I could support myself and a family working only a few hours/days a month, which at this rate I might actually end up doing.
this is all so strange to me. wat do?