Goodbye friends

I am making this thread with a heavy heart, but I don't think I can call myself a Christian anymore. Let me explain:
For the last three years, I've been researching Christianity and I have come to some frightful conclusions about the reality of Jesus and God. I won't get into details here but I have made numerous threads voicing my concerns but they were all met with irrelevancy. It doesn't matter now, I can't close my eyes and pray knowing the information I do. I will forever be doubting God and myself.
I will be going on a journey to find the truth and what comes with it. It was scary to accept this outcome with the whole threat of eternal damnation. I will either grow stronger in my faith or find out the unhappy truth. I didn't want this, I wanted to be a happy Christian but that isn't the case. Don't be so sure this same fate can't happen to you, there is just so many coincidences one man can accept.
Farewell friends, I believe everyone one of you wants the best for your soul but there is still some level of stubbornness. I've closed my eyes and accept for other people to think for me for too long.

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Not just you. Everyone goes through to the same dark nights of soul during their journey to find God. I hope that you will come back resolute and even stronger in faith, fellow Christian. Please come back.

Gnostic?
Gnostic.

What's the information that has caused you to doubt your faith?

Exactly what I was thinking.

Gnostic realizes that he is the ONLY ONE to have access to THE TRUTH. News at 11.

kek

Go on a pilgrimage to the Holy and, user.