ALL JOKING ASIDE:
there is a father of a young man who was unaccounted for at the shooting.
the father wasn't sure if his son was a victim or not, alive or injured or safe or whatever….
he went straight to the Bar & Grill and tried to find out….
And on camera, in front of the reporters, he was informed his son had been murdered.
his anguish and grief was heart wrenching
Unless you are a heterosexual and actually have kids, you really wouldn't understand what this father was going through………
I've experienced similar loss in my life. My brother was murdered in a robbery gone wrong… I know exactly what kind of unimaginable emotional roller coaster you go through when you find out tragic news like that…..
If you are an introverted, isolated loner sits in his own self-imposed cocoon, playing video games and watching anime, with no girlfriend and no wife and no children… Then OF COURSE it's easy to sit there and act like you have no emotions or compassion…..
But the fact remains…………………..
this isn't a joke or a meme
watching that poor father freak out and break down on camera really touched me…. And I called my kids to tell them how much I love them……
So… of course it's easy for me to be in character and sit here acting like a jackass, insulting you guys, ridiculing you for your shortcomings, highlighting what losers you are…..
…… but that's just my online persona speaking……
In reality, I actually admire you guys a lot, and I empathize with you, and I know that you love your families, and your parents love you… And I want the best for all of you… I really don't dislike you guys at all….
the holidays are upon us………….
and I hope each and every one of you find happiness and closeness