Tell your family. They will understand. Everyone can get tricked into doing horrible things, even becoming a shill. Ask them for help, support and protection and they will get you out of this shit.
Same advice to all other glowniggers shitposting their anti-tor-bs.
Zachary Gonzalez
Also, speaking as someone who has been absent for some time... The glownigger meme is one of the few really good ones that popped up in recent years. Check out the ED article about those guys, it's pure win.
Jaxon Stewart
Tor to find magnet links or torrent files, Tribler to torrent.