My "awakening" was around 10 years ago.
Let me assure that you that we are not losing. Sure, horrible things are happening all the time; but there was no fight-back 10 years ago. 10 years ago even being critical of immigration was considered an extreme form of racism. Now anti-immigration parties have been elected in more or less the entirety of Europe as well as Trump in the USA. It is true that few if any of these parties are doing anything to actually make a difference, but they are proof that the masses are against immigration and that they have voted in an attempt to stop it.
Over the last 3 years civil unrest has been escalating all across Europe and America. We have had brawls in the streets between nationalists and communists, between natives and foreigners, between whites and non-whites. We have seen mass rallies of tens to hundreds of thousands of people in the USA, the UK, France, Germany and even Sweden.
The EU is bankrupt and racked with instability. The war in Syria has failed. Anti-semitism is on the rise, and whilst this is partly to do with an influx of mud people; it is partly to do with whites awaking as well. We hear calls of the purging of jews and bankers from both the Left and the Right. The Centre has essentially disappeared and forced people to take sides.
Right now things are pretty horrible. All manner of nasty stuff is being done by foreigners and facilitated by traitors. Yet the tides are clearly changing. If you imagine what is going on now as a part of a history book; you would clearly be able to see the 'road to war'. Each incremental step of 'happenings' showing how we are getting closer and closer to an innevitable explosion.
We are winning. That doesn't mean that we will actually win; we could still all be killed and our nations could still fall; but every day we are getting closer and closer to a showdown that would allow us to reverse what is happening. The alternative, and what I thought would kill us a decade ago; was the slow boil. We were slowly dying and everyone was in a deep sleep and simply didn't care. Apathy and ignorance were the great foes. That is not the case anymore. People are waking up and they are making moves. Sure, half these moves are by misguided ideologues, half of them near-instantly taken over by our enemies; but the fact remains that people are mobilising and forcing our enemy to act. That is something that has not happened in a long time.
We are winning.