What is Metaphysical Agonism?

keep jerking yourself off over the one thought you've had in your life that approaches profundity

sticking a knife between your second and third ribs would be a great agonist for you to overcome, nigger

This kind of shit is regular. Whenever lazy, excuse ridden people see an unstoppable force coming it forces them to look at themselves and their flaws, and they lash out to get you to stop. You will get this from your friends and family; people that you thought you knew will turn into demons.

I had a guy I work with pester me the other day why I was studying so hard. Can you imagine? What he was really saying is "you're making me look bad, please stop."

They will do anything: pester, insult, question, name call, get angry, bully you to get you to stop whatever it is you're doing.

You are no unstoppable force, you're an arrogant idiot who lacks critical thinking and reading skills, who becomes possessed by whatever method of thinking they encounter.

You perceive what I say are criticisms of you as an attack against that which you espouse (even going so far as to ascribe nefarious intent and jealousy to my motives), because you are no more than a hollow shell wrapped in the comfort of some trivial idea.

Ironically, you do exactly what you preach against because you don't actually know anything. The path to true strength, strength that isn't superficial, is to shed your ego and face things head on.

I chop my dick off once a week, and it grows back bigger and stronger every time.

Once society is patched up, Productive & Creative labor can act as the Challenge / Pain.
The fact is that people gain happiness from Hard Work, especially if that work will bring them recognition, and if it will assist the community as a whole.

This is the reason that Currency must be based on Productive Labor, everyone should be able to help improve their society, whenever they have the will to do so.

First there is the Struggle,
then the Pay Off and reward for struggle,
this reinforces the desire for additional struggle

The path is this, the path is that blah blah blah

I, and many other redpilled people, do not have time for you theorists anymore.

The irony of a theorist like you, saying the answer is to shed ones ego, is heavy. Theorists cause nothing but division and infighting precisely because they have undying ego devotion to their pet theories.

Anyone who attacks someone attempting to inspire others is doing it for nefarious purposes.

People like you are just another form of resistance we will rend asunder on our journey towards Valhalla

OP, we need warriors, in that you are right. However, a counter argument:

I have a son. Spending time with him is the best thing in the world. It's easy, there is no suffering, there is no pain. Not spending time with him brings me suffering and pain. Should I not spend time with him? Is that the right choice?

The balance between action and inaction is out of wack, but don't take that to mean action is best just because it is action. A raging fire destroys all, fire included.

how would I do that?

Any advice on what to do once I've studied all I could worked out has much as I could? I don't want to take breaks and end up letting this all go I need some advice

Can't grow muscles if all you do is lift. Gotta rest, too.