Yeah I fucked that part up, I used to be really into blowjob videos because I would imagine how it would be like from the male perspective but I have lost my masculinity from too much fapping and seclusion and now I'm a sissy bitch who can only imagine myself from the female perspective in porn.
How to Nullify Sexual Desires
Henry Cooper
Oliver Walker
i was here when you called someone a shill you explained why instead of just calling them shlomo or telling them to go back to reddit. its called having an argument. dont address the content though just call me a cuckchanner and move on.
source?
also you must be fat as shit because not eating for 20 days would eat away all muscle gains of a fit person making them physically weaker.
Logan Jenkins
They will never engage in argument with you.
Logical fallacies is how they win fights.
Wyatt Allen
They are free to criticize, but they also write the reason why. Not give out random slurs.
I just noticed that r/fasting has been hijacked by shitty hedonists who are fasting for looks, not for self discipline and enlightenment. For the fags reading this. I suggest to do your own research.
Jack Richardson
Cut of dick off, cuck
Colton Hill
This.
If the christcucks hate their libido so much, do it like Jewsus said and cut it off.
Jose Phillips
discord trannys mad as fuck at this advice.
Kayden Martin
Dylan Scott
meant for
Gavin Hall
Thanks for advice and involvement, everyone. I'm thinking hard and heavy on what I should do. I know the purpose and workings of fasting, but I'm not convinced towards it, because, as I said, I'm already on my last legs - or that's how it feels like. I want to continue training, and I need food and energy for it. I sincerely doubt that going full fast and starving myself will do anything but harm.
About finding a waifu - easier said and done, as you all know. I have a good friend that I know for years already, but she's more like a sister than a gf for me. And maintaining this one "relationship" is tricky enough already.
I want to grow numb and de-sexualize myself because of how widely popularized hedonism is. Prostitution, sluttiness, homosexuality, movies and nigger music with women shaking their asses in your face - it's everywhere. I don't want to be touched by it. I don't want my body to respond to the seduction of a used up slut who tries to use me herself. Eternal conflict of body and mind. I don't want my body to desire something my mind rightly finds repulsive. Know that in my current state I'm very, very far away from creating my own family, I'm nowhere near ready for it if I cannot get myself together.
I have thought about getting myself completely off the grid. Cutting the internet off in full, and focusing just on books, work, learning, and whatnot. The problem is that internet is like a giant library for me. It provides me distractions so I can stay mentally sane, it provides me music for the same purpose, it provides me books to read through pdf repositories and book threads, it provides me /SIG/ threads of advice, and it enables me to talk to you all now here, ask for an advice. Internet is both good and bad things, but it's hard to drop completely without losing some things that influence me in the good direction. Also - in the past months I have cut contact with almost everyone I was in contact with through the internet, people I got to know and kept some loose contact with. Why did I do that? To steel myself, to cut the negative influence I was talking about. To take back my independence, to have more time for other things, to focus on what's more important. To challenge myself, to push myself out of my comfort zone I was putting myself in. To resign from something I enjoyed.
And it's bearing down heavy on me, it doesn't make me happy even if I know I did the right thing.