hang in there buddy
I want to kill myself
Nicholas Martin
Liam Harris
I know you're in a dark place. I've been there myself. I just put my head down and ignored all my own feelings and all the shit around me (and there was a ton of intolerable shit) and I worked hard, saved money, avoided vice, and looked for opportunities for a better job, a better education and a better place to live. You can do it too. It takes time though. Self murder is a mistake. You have an important role to play in your future, and not necessarily for yourself.
Ryder Wood
Pride is worthless.
Read Experience, an essay by Ralph Waldo Emerson. Or listen here, rwe.org
Camden Perez
My grandfather died of alzheimers. He died a slow and gradual process, forgetting everything, until he just stopped eating from the mental decay. The only individual he remembered was my grandmother. She stuck with him through the worst of it, including multiple physical incidents in health. The last time I saw my grandmother was at a Christmas festival. She was completely retracted into herself and not once reached out to socialize. She refused to eat until she passed, having a DNR. In her diary we saw every day that she was begging for god to take her so she could be with grandfather.
The last time they saw me, I was intensely struggling to maintain a job. I was a wreck, a shamble, a shallow husk of a man. I was, for all intents and purposes, a useless man. I carried on, the thought of what I was became power for me to continue. I started to focus harder on career and education, now I'm in a spot that I would have never dreamed of the few years back this occurred.
So they never saw me as a fulfilled man when they were alive. From the afterlife, however, I know that is different. I saw it in a dream. My grandparents were enjoying a day at an old-fashioned fair. The sun was bright, golden almost. I had a seat at the picnic table where they were at and told them how I've progressed. They told me that it was part of their 'heavenly experience' to see me grow.
You are not disappointing your parents unless you give up. All steps forward are steps forward. You will see, in time, that they are very proud of your progress. What have you got to lose? What have you got to gain?
David Young
Suicide is just a statistic, a genocide is a historic event.
Pick your own death if you want to go through
Jack Morales
That's heavy, man.
Not to ruin your expectations, but not everyone in life is cut out to be famous. Hollywood tricks you into thinking that.
You can't do anything you want. Just do what you can to get by. And make your own happiness in life. It'll pass. But you'll never know for sure if you kill yourself now.
Wait untill you reach peak happiness. Then consider doing it.
Christian Gomez
Sorry for your loss user, there is still plenty of time to make your parents proud.
When I was depressed and not very "awake" yet, I expiremented with LSD on hiking trips and eventually found this place and many truths including my niche in life. I'm not saying do LSD it will make you feel better, but it helped me.
As far as the future, I think we all have a couple options.
A. Find a wife that isnt too brainwashed, start a family, continue your parents bloodline, establish yourself in your community as an honorable individual.
B. Take out some high profile targets, be a martyr for the cause, be infamous in history books.
I can't wait till we can do both personally.
Cameron Green
Kill jews.
Ryder Jackson
cannot recommend this course enough tbh user>>13541008
Cooper Ross
Just wait until election day so you can vote for Trump. Do something between now and then. After Election Day when Trump wins, if you haven't done anything then figure it out yourself
MAGA