Stop jacking off and start raping bitches to get pregnant. A day inside is a day lost.
Bullet Pill
oh mumma
It isn't. Here is what you have done:
You started making children into erotic fantasy objects. Once you develop a sufficiently exciting internal sexual narrative, you tend to stick with it for a long time. This means anything that isn't this internal sexual narrative simply doesn't get you as excited as the normal one.
What you need to do is switch the narrative. I tell men into interracial pornography to try elf-orc pornography, because the underlying erotic themes are similar, and there is a color contrast between the participants (green-white). It actually works to change the underlying sexual fetish.
I haven't really thought about it in the case of pedophilia. You'd have to be more specific about the details of the sexual imagery, as it is no exactly clear to me what the underlying erotic narrative is. I've read pedophilia erotica, and it isn't always the same by any means. Sometimes the pedophile just hypersexualizes the children, in a way that simply isn't realistic to how children are. Sometimes it is innocence/purity, and they want to defile it. I'm sure there are other narratives. You need to figure out what it is exactly, and then look for the closest socially acceptable alternative narrative, and begin making the switch. Just stick with it: it won't be quite as intensely erotic to you at first, but if you give it enough time, it will displace your old sexual narrative.
Another tip is to critique the old sexual narrative. In the case of interracial pornography, men can tell themselves things like "Blacks don't actually have any bigger penises, this is a myth," or "White women don't actually like sleeping with blacks, they just do it for money or they are purity spiraling." Things like that cause the underlying narrative to be less sexually satisfying, and they think about those critiques as they masturbate to the images, and it becomes less and less intense for them.
For pedophilia, you might try telling yourself things like "The bodies of small children are actually not erotic at all, they have pill-shaped torsos, nothing like adults." I know a lot of child-erotica tends to give the child semi-adult bodily features, when this isn't the case at all. Most people find a nude prepubsecent girl/boy completely unattractive simply because of the shape of their body. Again, I don't know the exact sexual imagery associated with your underlying sexual narrative, so I don't know if this will help you, but I suspect it would help some pedophiles.
Stop fapping you faggot.
And this
Think to yourself OP,
Do you have insecurities?
Is your attraction to children due to your insecurities, are you just attracted too purity?
There are pure girls out there. May be solvable, dont off yourself yet.
This is retarded pedofag thinking. It has been scientifically proven that while women vary, most peak in fertility during their 20s. The same can be said for nearly all large mammals. Cows have their best milk production after their second or third birth, not at puberty, as do human women
Children are sacred to our race and should be kept pure. Anyone who thinks otherwise is a degenerate and should be hung
I don't think you're lost… if you're not just trolling and are sincere then the fact you recognize the attraction is "Wrong" means you're not entirely lost.. there's so many that try to justify their attraction in one way or another and even try to shift the blame onto the child for "wanting it" you'll hardly ever come across an admitted pedophile who actually thinks the attraction they feel is "wrong" no, It's always society that's "wrong" if only they would see that love between an adult and child can be "natural and beautiful" its especially disgusting when you realize its usually pedos attracted to PREPUBESCENT children that feel that way. I'll go ahead and say now, Attraction to PREPUBESCENT CHILDREN is NOT ok. a prepubescent child that appears to "want it" is either confused or already a victim of sexual abuse.. its IMPOSSIBLE for a prepubescent child to ever "want it" knowing 100% what "it" is.. many that appear to "want it" are just don't get any attention and typically are starved for love and acceptance normally gotten from their parents.. they might desperately seek out that feeling of
love and be too young to distinguish between the parental platonic love they WANT and the Sexulized physical "love" they're likely to find.. a lot of children (prepubescent and post pubescent in this case) that go along with the abuse naively think that romantic/sexual love is the same as parental/Platonic..if your attraction is exclusively prepubescent children im afraid there isn't much to be said.. I feel truly sorry for anyone like that, I can imagine the hellish existence it must be to ONLY be attracted to prepubescent children i.e. age 1 - 10ish/12ish which of course are exactly what pedophiles are attracted to..most people however don't make a distinction between post-pubesent teenagers and pre-pubescent children and use "pedo" for any attraction to someone under "18"
being attracted exclusively to prepubesant children with no interest in anyone older usually means you're not interested in a real "relationship" anyways.. what you want is something entirely different.. only being concerned for your own satisfaction with no thought toward the possible consequences of your actions… it is likely a power fantasy more to do with the idea of being in control and dominate over someone…and yes… kill yourself. If you're like that its just a matter of time before you find yourself in a dangerous situation and you harm a child..or just snap entirely. If you truely care about children you'd prefer to kill yourself rather than risk harming one and potentially passing on your mental affliction to them like someone undoubtedly did to you..that's sort of a rhetorical situation because if you're attracted to prepubescent children exclusively and feel like many of them actually want a sexual relationship with an adult you're too fucked in the head to even consider the attraction as wrong and so wouldn't have any issues with potentially harming a child… just being aware enough to question yourself is a good indication that you are not just a "monster" (although the question has to be legitimate not just a way to get ppl talking about pedophilia cuz ot gets you off) it's sort of like questioning whether or not you're a psycopath.. a psychopath wouldn't have any concern about being a psycopath and is unlikely to question whether they are one so anyone who is legit questioning themselves can't be one.. if you feel like you can control yourself and KNOW that acting out any fantasy involving children is WRONG then you will be ok.. accept that you're a pedophile but understand that it doesn't automatically mean you are going to harm a child and ALWAYS BE AWARE OF YOUR PROBLEM. Do NOT put yourself in situations where you are in close proximity to UNSUPERVISED children EVER.. that's like an alcoholic trying no to drink taking a job at a liquor store.. just don't do it!
Maybe just seek psychotherapy but if you think there's even a chance you might do something to a child, kill yourself, tonight.