Sad feels

I'm worried I'm not a leftist anymore. For years I was a leftist, but recently I learned I was a leftist for all the wrong reasons.

I was born wealthy, and my parents even paid for my college, so I never personally understood how much capitalism abuses people. But I did have Asperger's and always felt alienated from people. I was even extroverted, and having Aspergers and being extroverted is a hell of a contradiction, it means you need people but have no idea how they work. This kind of turned into a "fuck society" kind of attitude and I dabbled with a lot of fringe philosophies that were proxies for the fact that I couldn't hold basic conversations with people. (Even fascist ones.) When I got to Uni I was really obsessed with why society was so materialistic (in other words, why are Stacy's so Stacy?). I was lucky and fell into an anthropology class that had a reading on the history of consumer society from a Marxist perspective. It blew my mind that that was what capitalism just does. And it also destroyed what they were peddling in the environmental science classes: that if we just change the culture of what's acceptable, we can stop environmental destruction. Nope! Capitalism is driven towards ecological disaster. And you're headed to it right now.

I still think that's right. But I had a hard time connecting with other leftists. They had no idea what I was talking about. I was suffering from double vision. I was talking about capitalism but I was really talking about Asperger's.

All of the old YouTubers I would watch just don't do it for me any more. Theory doesn't interest me anymore. The only thing that interests me now is just documenting all the ways I treat myself poorly, and then doing things about it. I just got fired from my job too, and it's not even capitalism's fault, it's because I don't know how to behave in a workplace. I ultimately think that Marxists, Communists and Anarchists need to win if we're going to address Global Warming, but if I take an honest look at myself, I don't have the skills to be an organizer.

Go ahead, make fun of me for having Asperger's. Nobody asks to be born. I can't hold a job, I can't keep friends, even leftist ones, I'm constantly doubting if I'm saying or doing or wearing the wrong thing all the time. I don't have to be better than anyone. I'm not. I clearly need help. So that's why I'm here.

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My life passes for a Zig Forumstard troll? Here, let me off myself. You won't miss me all that much.

How would we even know if you really did i5 unless you livestream it like 12 gauge face kid.

Well, I don't like Zig Forums that much, so I guess you'd just be shit out out of luck then.

Then why would you expect us to miss you or lament at your corpse?

I'm just saying words, dude. Aspergers? I barely know what words are appropriate to say at what time.

Well you came here at summer to talk about how bad you feel about your autism so what did you expect
If this is real , dont have low self estem cause of the way you are born just be yourshelf(they cant say something mean to a autistic person)
Polite sage

You sound depressed. Get off the chans. This is a dark place that cannot help you and will probably make whatever you're dealing with worse.

A lot of people with Asperger's live normal lives. Seek professional assistance and find people online who share your problem so you can learn from their insights.

And socially detached people who are unhappy with themselves should, in general, should try to stay away from politics. It's something that can trap you by creating a lot of harmful illusions and putting you on a real bad path.

Why do you think you need to be an organizer to be a "leftist"? You don't have to ditch leftism just because you feel your Asperger's is inhibiting your ability to engage with the working classes.

I know an ancap girl with autism and supports her retarded ideology with passion

Can kinda relate .I have always had trouble connecting with people but I wasn't extroverted like you.
People have different reasons for being leftist. It doesn't really matter as long as you end up with a basis as to why you believe what you believe.So my advice is to learn more and to see if you are on the right path. Good luck.

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This.

OP you wont find an answer here, just get off the chans it will only make you worse, i'm talking from personal experience here.

*depeche mode enjoy the silence starts playing.
Words are very unnecsary,
Theeeey can onlleeey so harrrrmmmm.

So? Whose fault is that? Watching youtube videos and trying to bond people with the same brand doesn't make a very good leftist anyway.

Fuck you user now I have that song stuck on my head

The problem isn't Aspergers.The concept of "Aspergers" is a bourgeois ideology to cover up the true reason of your problem: Capitalist alienation!
I have also been labeled as "Asperger", but I know this a invention of bourgeois ideology. They think up answers, to explain why the world is a fuck, so they blame individuals. They don't question the the true root: The societal order itself!

Accpeting the "Asperger" label means that you accept the capitalist order. It's one of many idpol traps!

You're a good example that trots are retarded too.

Oh, and don't look for "professional" help. These bastard's heads are full of bourgeois crap. Trust me, I speak out of personal experience. Marx and Lenin are the true professionals which will help you. Lenin's words give me power to be alive and to fight against this damn society. Just remember my words: Asperger is not the problem of your suffering. It's this god damn society which sucks ass and has to be transformed!!

Why has this thread been bumblocked? OP adresses an important point, but no, let's bumplock it first. Most of you guys here are whiny babies which are afraid to confront any worries which people have. How should we win more comrades for the cause, when you ignore the worries of the people??! Learn a little more about mass line, instead immediately bumplocking everything.

What are you smokin', mate? The cause of revolution is when people feel shit, not when they are happy!

There is a great deal of confusion in this thread, so I'll try to clear some of it up.

Communism/Socialism are fantastic ideologies, and, to be certain, they do, in fact, work. However, their limitations are rooted in size and scale. For example, I share a communist relationship with my wife and my children. What I make is collectively ours, and income goes into securities, assets, and stock-piled goods for us, collectively, to use when we need it. We have sovereignty over our selves as a collective unit and a collective household.


The beauty of the capitalist and Western, more specifically American, notion is how the founding fathers and western philosophic tradition places emphasis on the value of the individual. The border at the end of the individual family's property line should be understood the same as the property line between nations. This is comparable to the notion of the microcosm as the individual is comparable to the notion of the nation-state.


The problem with leftist governmental systems is that the theory is a lofty one, but it flies in the face of human nature and the fact that evil exists beyond a very thin border across from good. An overbearing spouse can be tyrannical and oppressive; likewise the minority gets smashed by the power of the collective in leftist governmental structures, like the Kulak or the Juden, or the White African farmer.

So, philosophically, I feel that leftist ideologies are rather naïve, ill-developed, and vengeful. Some aspects of it are needed and necessary: UBI, certain social safety nets… But to say that capitalism will lead humanity down the path towards ecological destruction is simply foolish to state. Let's consider this.

No human being wishes to live in filth, squalor, and discomfort. So, built into the notion of improvement and modification of technologies is the drive to recreate the target technology in a manner that is more sustainable, efficient, and hygienic.

I discuss this a great deal with my socialist aunt and uncle, and the prime example and testament to the value of the capitalist system is the existence of Elon Musk's Space-X, Tesla, and The Boring Company. The first-stage of the Falcon 9 returning to land was a miraculous consequence of the capitalist tradition; furthermore, he was able to do it at a striking fraction of the cost that an overbearing government was able to do so. Capitalism created reusable rockets and technological miracle. It will continue to generate such products.

Communism does have its merits, but it could only exist at a certain scale. 8 billion people can't simply govern themselves because they will ultimately develop into some system of hierarchical organization. It will simply be authoritarianism: some asshole erasing dividends of the entire population with the sweep of a pen (Stalin, Mao, the Kim family, Pol-Pot, and, yes, Hitler [National SOCIALIST PARTY ), or some virtue-signaling malcontent (Sadiq Kahn of London, Jerry Brown of California) subjecting the populations to ridiculous living or working conditions to carry some disconnected moral aim.


The fine balance that is achieved in the western world exists in the pages of the Declaration of Independence, the US Constitution, and the Bill of Rights. Sorry to drop in the board, but it seemed to need a shill for the free market and centrist politics.

The reason why you are inclined to the leftist politics is because you are angry and frustrated with who/what you are and you interactions with other people. You should try to achieve something to live for, some sense of self-satisfaction and meaning before attempting to ascribe these issues upon other people and the world outside yourself.

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Go back to Zig Forums, you cretin.

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