Zig Forums, today I tried to join the SAA, but when I went to a recruiting station in Damascus, they turned me away because I'm female. after that I went and tried to join Haraket Filastin. they didn't even let me into their headquarters. Eventually I talked to some Palestinians outside the building, and one of them told me to go join the Kurdish whores in Qamishli. this nearly made my blood boil, but before I could respond another militiaman jumped between us and gave the thumbs up sign and tried handing me a small PKK pin. I tried explaining to him how the over a dozen US military bases in Syria were proxies for american imperialism and the PKK were useful idiots lead by ethnonationalism, but my Arabic wasn't good, and he just kept saying "Women very brave" and talking about being at Tabqah or something. Coming all this way just to be bombarded by more Zig Forums-tier talking points was infuriating, so I walked back to my hotel.
What the fuck am I supposed to do now? I don't have the money to fly back to the United Kingdom. This was supposed to be my final destination! how the fuck can I get home?
