alright, so I'm from Argentina, I've hated capitalism ever since I was a child, started with the most retarded details, like how football broadcasts are full of advertisements, making me feel like I was the product they were selling to the advertisers, and I was fucking paying for it (not really me, my family, I was a child, but still).
also the fact that people couldn't name brands on TV and other retarded shit made me mad, it's ridiculous.
when I was like 10 I learned about wage labour by accident, and as a fucking 10 years old I could understand how a worker was being robbed by his employer, I'm not trying to say I'm smart, I'm saying that wage labour is so obviously evil that a 10 years old could comprehend it.
anyway, my point is that there's no real left here, there are a shitload of parties that call themselves "socialist" but neither of them want to abolish capitalism, they're social democrats, something that I hate since I consider it to be bread and circuses, this is slightly infuriating.
in any case, I have never been exposed to proper leftism, since the few political parties that are actually leftist are fucking insiginificant, and I still have a shitload of doubts about how a socialist economy would work, and even about all the different kinds of socialism.
everytime I take a "political compass test" I get that I'm an anarchist or anarcho-syndicalist, I know that they're not THAT precise but I hate reading so I never looked it up, I think it'd be better if I had a conversation with someone that could explain it to me.
like
how would it work, how would a business even come to exist?
how would you define what people get paid?
how would you enforce anarchy with no state?
and how do I not die of depression in a country in which it looks like socialism would never come to be, and I'll always be a wage labour slave?
I probably have a shitload more questions