Man why was I even fucking born. Why couldn't I have been born in Russia or Cuba or even fucking dprk at some point in the 20th century? I would have rather rolled the dice with food shortages or being put in a gulag for a while than be forced to live ad such a pathetic and alienated individual as capitalism nuked everyone and everything as it eats itself to death. I'm going to blow my fucking brains out I'm sorry comrades I should have tried harder
Bolsanaro auctioned off the rainforest
end my life fam
OP here i mean depopulation of FIRST WORLD not third world countries obviously
At thus point I think the only way it's possible is if posadasism is correct and the ayylmaoists save us. I think the end of capitalism will just mean the end of all human existence and then idk maybe it'll all start over in a billion years with amoeba that grow into beings that survive the climate and can breathe underwater etc and maybe our cell memory will somehow transfer over and when they gain intelligence they will be able to build communism a priori and then move on from there and hopefully be able to leave the planet before the sun explodes
If you're a lucky survivor you'll experience the return to primitive communism
Defeatism is anti-revolutionary. There's a reason Marx declared communism to be the inevitable of the capitalist system.. No, it's not because this is an empirical fact. The necessity of communism is a vital part of the Marxist system of thought, it's what keeps everything going. Communism will arrive and I will play part in its development. If you lose that you lose everything.
Regardless of the empirical facts, giving up your struggle is no fun. It's still possible to save this planet. You gotta believe in miracles.
I hurt myself…. today
to see if I still feel
I focus…. on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
Fight to establish socialism again, be thankful you have 20th century socialism to learn from
you are overly pessimistic I think. Marxism is on the rise, its just that we start from almost nothing and have to get our footing back
That's why I'm apologizing. I know this but I can't do it anymore. I don't believe in anythung. I don't want to make anyone else this way as a matter of fact I hope that none of you do. I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing anymore and I can't make myself care about anything. I have been depressed and suicidal since I was 12 or 13 but I always had a small desire to try and to try to get out of it even at my most depressed. Now I am just completely hopeless and I don't even give a shit. The last five or six years I've just watched my life slowly implode. The slow motion implosion of capitalism and my awareness of it all corresponded almost exactly. Now I don't want to improve myself or anything for anyone. I just want to sulk t I'm so disgusted with myself or so uncomfortable with my environment I just jump off a bridge. It's all over for me and I'm sorry I'm sorry I gave up so easily because there are people out there who put up with so much more. Every revolutionary and even comrades who never made it into the history books have often dealt with imprisonment torture and even brushed with death. And I'm going to die a neet who cried after working for two weeks and burdening his father. I'm a piece of shit and I'm sorry
If it's any consolation, when we're all almost near the edge of planet death, you can look at all the reactionaries as the skin starts to boil off your bones and say "I told you so."