While I don't believe it's strictly sinful to be ambivalent or happy about the just punishment God inflicts on the damned, wishing pain and torture upon people in your everyday life because they annoy you or inflame your neuroticism probably is.
As for the question, I recall reading a theory that hell is much worse than images of being eaten by demons or burned alive; it is having all goodness taken from you, being totally removed from God's light. The tortures of hell are thus a mercy; having only desolation and the darkness of being absent from God with nothing else to occupy you would be much worse.
This being known, Christian charity behooves you to wish repentance and salvation for your enemies, even if they are fat hypocrites.
Easton Hill
The sentence i quoted sounded sarcastic, i guess i misread that.
Adrian Sanders
"Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us"
As Christians, we're tasked with trying to save people from hell, not simply abandon them because we're fed up with their nonsense. How easy do you think it would've been for God to have simply left all of us to be consumed in fire? And yet, He gave His only son so that each and every one of us, we who are unworthy of every grace given to us, could be saved.
I understand that dealing with people isn't always fun, and that trying to be a good influence on others even when they want nothing to do with you is tough, but I encourage you to not lose hope. Don't give up on them, because even though they're sinners, they're still people, and they're just as worth saving as you are.
Furthermore, if you don't like society, which I don't blame you for not liking, then help for it to grow closer to God. Make an example of yourself that others would wish to follow. Be the light of Christ in the lives of those who've never known Him. Act as a beacon to draw the masses away from their sinful ways and into the faith. Be the change that you wish to see.
It won't be easy, but God never said it would be. You'll likely be pushed far beyond your comfort zone, but I can almost guarantee that it will be worth it in the end.
I've been reading a lot about Hell lately and watching YouTube videos. I'm very scared. I sin every day, most of the time without even meaning to or realizing it's a sin until after I've already done it. Jesus forgive me. Please pray for me.
