How do i quit drinking

I know that. I've drank effing 4 l of red wine and 3 rum and cokes today alone. I woke up with the shakes and continued to drink wine to calm myself down. I feel like shit. I f.uking hate it man. I know i'm screwed. I need a miracle, not an AA meeting or some BS life thing, I need help and I don't know what do anymore. I am hurting and I feel guilty and I want to quit my life. Does that make sense? If I still had a gun it would have been used on my head.

jewish magicians who make money off of feeding off other peoples miserable existences. Not all of them, but as an avid researcher and scholar myself, i'd rather not even go there. I wish I was a dumber person with a less inquiring mind… because psychiatry is pure horse-shit when compared to the gospels. Thanks for your kind words though. And as I said, I can't say hi to my family because I lost them.

Do you like being drunk? The taste? The miracle we always need is the strength that God's grace gives us.

You should consider looking for another kind of drink you really like, or, somehow, preventing you from getting more alcoholic drinks

I'm leaving now. Thank you guys. Sorry for being a bitch or being a pussy or even talking about this shit. I'm not an attention whore but i've obviously fluked things and effed it all up. Thank you guys. PLEASE do not think that I am not grateful to each and every one of you for your kind words and suggestions. I wish to send my love to all of you. Please kill this thread now. Thank you to all of you who were there for me in a time of need. I have so much love for you and I hope that God will pull all of you through with whichever matter is bothering your life. God Bless and good night.

From watching the first video it sounds like you need to find a medical detox place that will taper you off alcohol slowly because you're consuming superhuman amounts right now. You're gonna be seeing pink elephants if you try to go cold turkey. Just find some place that will lock you up and force you to slowly taper off to lower and lower amounts of alcohol till you can quit safely. Look up medical detox on Google to find a place in your area.

I am trying to get away from reality. I want to be with God. I drink to forget and to remember. Does that make sense to you? I cannot function without it anymore.

Goodnight user. I hope you have a beautiful day.

I've been trying to do that but I am flying solo. I keep f.uckign it up and that's why i need your prayers. I do not have the money or the ability to go to rehab, but maybe I can do it myself and taper it off. I try and this is my 6th time trying.

Goodnight user. God Bless and thank you for the advice. Love you.

Okay you are in my prayers bro.