#1 Read the Bible. #2 Read Aldous Huxley's Perennial Philosophy, but disregard the pagan parts #3 Do NOT, I repeat, DO NOT fall for any of the self help books/personalities on youtube (JBP 4example). #4 Find yourself a good priest. #5 Find yourself a good therapist (very hard to do, because most of them are left leaning and literally thing morality is subjective and relative) #6 Get into a christian community and participate. This can be a class that you are all attending, you can do charity, etc. Make contact and befriend people. Very important. All of the above points are worthless without this!!! #7 Pray, and find reasons to give thanks to Jesus. Look at your life and find all the things you are grateful for and get into that feeling of pure, gratitude and surrender yourself to Jesus. Whenever you see something nice, give thanks to Jesus. Get into the habit of being grateful.
And now further questions to you: Are you gay? Did you ever have a gay experience? Did you like it? How much do you masturbate? Do you watch porn? If yes what genres? After satisfying your adistic urges do you feel satisfaction or do you feel bad?
Isaac Hernandez
I once had gay thoughts. But I've never watched or practiced homosexuality. I first started masturbating as young as 5 (not in the way you think, I had phimosis (fixed) so I had other methods to do it).
I tried seducing my cousin when she was 5 and I was 9 but didn't act on it. I did it again at age 17 but she was deeply uncomfortable and embarrassed, I also snapped out of it and felt ashamed, since then I never talked to her in any family reunion (which I have to go tomorrow, she is 16 now). I felt like I don't deserve to feel happy again and need to be locked away.
Jackson Scott
Also my sex drive is innactive since I was 13.
Isaiah Green
Also forgot to answer, yes I feel satisfied, not sexually but because I believe I deserve it. My genres used to be rape, voyeur, public sex, ss, lesbian hardcore, misogyny, abuse, brother/sister and gore.
I also enjoyed animal abuse (non-sexual and did not masterb8).
Nolan Smith
Your forgot the most important one from your list
Elijah Campbell
I'm calling you out for blatently grooming op.
Youre not a priest, you can't absolve sins, and yet you are asking for his entire sexual history, asking whether he gets pleasure from sexual deviancy, asking what genres of porn he watches.
You're getting off on this shit and you're not even being subtle about it. Also suggesting the "The Perennial Philosophy"? Are you serious, where do you think you are?
Aaron Diaz
Thanks for your answers OP. Given that you are not an actual homosexual, there is much hope for you. The incestous instincts are worrysome, but thankfully you didn't end up acting them out, which is a good thing. What you have to do now, is to slowly fix yourself up. Get a job if you don't have one and hold it, participate in a chrisitan community, and practice forgiveness and charity. You should slowly learn disinterested charity and love, meaning that you practice them without expecting anything in return. Another important part on this journey is to cut back on your ego. I'm not saying this to you because you seem especially egocentric(you don't), I'm saying this to everyone. Another important thing to learn is to practice morality for it's own sake or for the glory of Jesus. If you practice morality to put yourself above other people, you will end up being a pharisee. This is very hard to do, because we have a habit of using morality to shield ourselves from the filth of sinners, even though we ourselves will have filth as well.
But I can ask questions and he is free to answer.
Baseless accusations, nothing more. It's probably you who would get off on this and you're projecting.
Yes I'm serious, it's a great book. So is Harry Potter. I also told him to take it with a grain of salt.
