Who else here is turning over a new leaf in 2019 and leaving politics behind?
I got swept up into politics during 2013 because of Zig Forums and by 2016 I was fully on board for rooting in the election.
Ever since then I've noticed changes in myself which I find unpleasant and I want to leave them behind.
I've always had an acute awareness of avoiding politics because I wanted to put Jesus Christ first and not men.
And for a while there I lost sight of one of our principle values - "You cannot serve two masters, for you love one and despise the other."
Satan had the ability to hand over all the kingdoms of the world to Jesus Christ because it's satan who lays hand upon the key to this worldly domain.
I have no want to fix the world any longer with my own will - I just want to be a good citizen sheep and keep my head down and let justice be served to the wicked and tyrannical systems via our God.
There are many things which are out of my control and to try to control those things would be futile.
Over the past two years - I tried desperately attempting to alter the course of our future by writing books which were political in nature. This was all an attempt to reignite the fire of Christianity in the hearts of Americans and to bring about a reformation to our current economic situation in America be refining it with Christian ethics.
I also had prayed to see changes in the tyranny laced underpinnings of our modern federal systems.
I fear my attempts have been in vain.
I come from a long line of American patriots and felt it my solemn duty to uphold the Christian values my forefathers clung to - I am still very much at a heart a grandson of liberty - however I can no longer feel any lowly form of pride upon gazing at the American flag - a nation which prospers off of sin and promotes degeneracy.
I have raised my white flag in the realm of satan and now rest in the hands of our Righteous Creator.
Please pray for me and post scriptures to help heal my broken soul.
I'm trying my best to become peaceful and to leave my anger behind me.
I must now guide my soul, mind and body back towards being a keeper of peace in Jesus Christ instead of a rebellious rable-rouser - however noble my cause.