So far going strong. Perhaps the melancholy of last weeks was good. It got me back to what I should have been doing anyway.
Hopefully I will not lose track of this recent surge in motiation
Self-Improvement General
Adrian Brooks
Grayson Cruz
Bumping /sig/
I’m working on letting cigarettes, weed, alcohol, porn, vidya, and kratom go. I can feel myself at the edge of nothingness. Gotta save what’s left of me before it’s too late. Been remembering all my life experiences lately, realizing my life hasn’t been all that bad and it’s better to live it sober. One thing at a time. Gonna make this week “power week”. Pray for me, it’s been a long road of self destruction.
Andrew Evans
Have exams this week and next, need to try get a grip and try and scrape a pass, probably going to fail and screw up my degree and my internship and future.
Andrew Martin
Don’t be such a negative Nancy. Believe in yourself, and believe that God has you where you need to be. You’ll either pass and continue on or fail and end up somewhere else God wants you. Either way, brighten up. I’m sure you’ll do fine. Thank God you are in school.
Josiah Cruz
U wot m8
Christian Cox
"Superior Christian" also equates in the very delicious fruit of "long suffering".
The Lord wants you to retail your humility, no matter what. Not get proud off of your own merit or attempted merit. Etc. Lower yourself.
Brody Howard
Seriously, try this out. I did it, wasn't absolutely perfect with everything BUT boy did it make a difference.
Adam Thomas
How is everybody doing?
Time for our check up and report/review ourselves.
I've been having a reasonably good time, failed last week to PMO, but I feel I got much better at it, and even broke a personal record of nearly 2 weeks, I was feeling pretty damn sad though, but I guess I just need to let go.
Weekends are still the worst to me, the feeling that everyone is enjoying it with their loved ones, and there I am being lone and miserable all by myself (specially because I used to enjoy weekends like that). But this Sunday I've managed to get a good start, by going for a big bike ride on the morning, and then getting back to my practice of handcrafting chain rings, it all still felt somewhat lonely afterwards but I had a good time.
My motivation still wavers somewhat, by feeling good about it, though I'm second guessing my desire to stay chaste with nofap, this time around my libido is being much stronger, thinking of the lewd material I desire to see, and really going nuts just at the sniff of a real women, and feeling more at the edge altogether.
One thing is true though, this time they recommended me for daily three Hail Mary, daily after waking up and before sleeping. This is really strong I know, I was doing it before but not like this, now I'm going to be committed to doing it daily, also with another prayer for Saint Joseph for employment and work. I should be doing it at least until the end of next week, when my next certification test comes around.
And speaking of which, doing fine following my studies and reading (somewhat), and following my set daily chores, even though they don't mean that much right now, at least it feels I'm following with my purpose.
God bless all, and feel free to share your achievements and struggles.
Christopher Lopez
Could you tell me more, user? How did it make a difference? What were you before? What did you become afterwards? How did you do it? etc
Gabriel Stewart
I will probs try it soon. Thanks for sharing, user.