Bismillahi rahman al rahim
Over 200 crusaders killed including americans and anglos by the Islamic State allies.
All praise is due to Allah (SWT) lord of the worlds.
And all curse upon the christians and jews as they have taken the graves of their prophets as places of worship.
Takbir, Allahu Akbar!
Sorry, didn't see this until now, Happy belated Easter. Last initial is N, and thanks for the prayers I cant tell you how much I appreciate it. I haven't gotten the chance to speak with her in over a week. I hope everything is going well for her and the prayers are helping her away from these bad decisions
Its killing me… You know, when your watching all the chaos the mudslime refugees are causing in Europe and how there intermingling with the native Christians and forcing there faith on them it makes you feel bad. But when it happens to someone you love and care about its another whole feeling of absolute sadness and shock. Especially when its someone you have wanted a relationship with the last 7 years. I dont even care about a relationship with her after all this anymore though, All I want and all Im praying for is that if this child is born that its Christian and that she either stays single or marries a Christian.
What makes it even worse on top of all this is shes one of the last friends I have. My whole life I haven't been super social but I have always had a small group of good friends but due to some poor choices I made after high school I choose to stop talking to them. Shes one of the last people I still talk to and if im not talking to her Im always alone… So shes more than just someone I wanted a relationship with, shes one of the last people I have that I can call a friend. Seeing this happen to her is probably one of the most painful things ive been through next to my grandparents passing away.
You're such a winnie the pooh cuck lmao. Thanks God I'm not Catholic.
She probably doesn't take her faith seriously if she's with a Muslim or if she's this promiscuous before marriage. Shame on her father for not raising her virtuously.
user, I had a similar one-sided love story in my youth, with the difference of no-one of us being religious, no pregnancies and no Muslims involved. Also we were about 500 miles apart and met only twice.
She is simply going to cut you off at some point in her life, when she doesn't need you anymore, regardless of how the current story plays out.
Once her life troubles are more or less solved, you are gone. This is the reality you have to accept sooner or later.
From your perspective she is now forever with you, while she is not. What you are going through now emotionally is equivalent with divorce. You fell into the virtual engagement trap and your heart will be scarred forever.
This is the reason, why we used to have such strict rules about courtship and marriage. In a functioning society the stuff you did at high school would have been prohibited bei either one of your parents.
The sad thing is, that you personally can't do anything about it, except for waiting it out and wait for her cutting you off, because you won't be able to disconnect.
Your only hope is, that your suffering will bring you closer to the Lord opening new ways to deeper faith and better understanding of His plan.
There was a time when she did cut me off and I did just let her go and accepted it that things were done with. Needless to say two years later she came back to me in tears and apologizing…
Your state is "virtual engagement", means your heart has "married" her, while reality doesn't reflect that.
This state is really unhealthy and wears your bonding capacity down, until you became a bitter emeritus.
You might notice, that I don't have any advice, because there are no options of doing anything. People who have not gone through such a story, usually have various "simple" ideas, but these are all not actionable in your state of heart.
You at least have the option to pray to the Lord, I didn't have that. Jesus is the only One who can help you and heal you.
But you have to ask Him for that. You have to beg Him to force you through His plan to get you off this sad ride. It won't be pleasant, but there is hope.
She will force herself back into your life, once new big troubles appear, even after decades, even when you already managed your life and having wife and kids.
That might be for example a Muslim marriage she decided to escape after two decades, her husband trying to kill her and trying to kill everyone trying to protect her.
That's your future, because you "engaged" her at high school…
You’re very poor at baiting user