1 Corinthians 15 is my favorite part of the Bible.
Jesus rose as he looked in death - with wounds. Yet Corinthians says we'll be changed, without defining that change.
But neither my personal experiences nor the discussions I've had with Christians suggest this new body will look like a woman.
The angels are like something out of a drug trip, and I've done drugs and I can imagine what being a sexless angel would be like.
The Bible also says we get to build houses and plant vineyards. I'm not sure how to harmonize that with humans becoming like angels.
There are lots of ugly women too. I have no idea why God made me and these women so ugly (In our eyes, not God's eyes - God thinks we're all beautiful) and then said, 'you don't get to be pretty in Heaven either.'
I don't mind my male essence - I want a female wrapper.
I think mental illness in this sense is bullshit. Demented people or schizophrenics are mentally ill - I'm just commiting sin. If we define sin as 'unfruitfulness,' then transexually is sinful because it creates people who compared to born-females/males are ugly and unfruitful
I had a drug trip and God explained everything to me. I begged Him for a personal audience, which God granted.
It's just the way things are - God won't take me because I'm a tranny. The rejection hurts so bad. I could go to a liberal church, hang out with atheists - but my heart would tell me that I was cheating myself.
Looking through history, through all the religions, I never found any acceptance of transsexuality. I can't even say that Christianity is wrong, because every other religion rejects me as well.
Society didn't make me this way, either. God made me this way, or Satan corrupted me. Even if my sin is genetic, it means Satan cursed my blood. Who I am is fundamentally sinful - my own personal 'Transsexual sin' like Original sin belongs to all people.
Thanks. God bless you too.
I've done that, and it makes me feel better - like cold water on a burn. But I can't pray the rosary all the time, and the fact that the pain comes back the moment I stop praying, and it feels pointless.
I actually spent time to learn the rosary, but I stopped praying it because I felt like I was insulting God because I wouldn't give up being a tranny.