I honestly think it's the only solution to save my family. Like im deathly afraid no pun intended… But it will be for the greater good of the earth imo.
Suicide isn't a sin unless you're a Catholic
They don't want to be saved if it means losing you. There is no struggle in the world that they wouldn't endure for the sake of your life.
Don't kill yourself user, suicide is the same as murder.
What else are we supposed to say to a guy who's constantly threatening to commit a mortal sin? Should we tell him to go ahead and do it?
Please do not kill yourself.
Just not call him things like a disengenuos cunt or a coward. This is the proper way to counter self-hatred is gentle love, not righteous anger. He's tempted by the error that he's an unbearable burden and half of this thread has gone ahead and treated him like one in response. He's a sinner, now treat him like one; with love and patience.
The Blessed Virgin Mary suffered 7 great sorrows for her Son. This moved Christ to tears seeing this, but did Mary give in to her own will? No, she allowed God's holy will to be done, even though it meant having to watch her Son suffer. Have courage user, pray the rosary faithfully tonight and ask the Blessed Virgin to intercede for your family, I promise that it will work.
'The lily becomes whiter and sheds a
sweeter fragrance among thorns than
when growing in the open soil.' - St Paul of the Cross.
Not that user but why doesn't God take away the pain? It seems so unfair that some reprobate can live a life of debauchery for decades, repent at the last minute and go to heaven while I have given my all and refrained from sin as best I can and yet I may end up killing myself in my misery and go to hell. Obviously I know I am guilty of the same sin as the said reprobate but it's so hard to be calling out to God amidst suffering He refuses to end and then be punished when the weight of the misery overwhelms my capacity to handle it. Sorry for the blogpost.
I'm a week into med-school and the only future I can fathom that doesn't involve my eventual suicide is to become a monk in some rural monastery; however, I am not involved in a cathodox church and would have no idea how to become a monk. Is this worth pursuing? Any advice is appreciated.
That's an oxymoron. Reprobates don't ever want to be saved.
It's because you haven't accepted your suffering as God's way of making you stronger. Read the book of Job and see how he deals with suffering.
Also, best of luck at med-school. You're gonna need it.
sage for double post
Easy solution. Begome Gadolig!!!